today we send gong gong away to a far far place.... even though exam coming i still pressence there for 5 days.... i cried , when we going to walk round the coffin and see gonggong . the last time... i seldom go and see the dead body in the coffin ... since my grandfather ? arhg i feel so sad right now even though he not very very close to me.. but whenever we sit beside the coffin .. i alway think of when i young i stay over at thier house... he alway buy kuaytwaio and bring us back soya milk .. which i didnt like to eat and drink ... ha ... and bring us to playground and play ... few weeks back we still went over his place and visit him ..eventhought he keep lying on his bed... and keep asking us drink milo ...
when we see the coffin entering the burner... we cried so hard, hold tighty to my gan ma, and see how the man , ah pa and ahzhou cry... heart realli pain to see ahzhou cry till like this , he cry so loud... hiash... bcos ahgong realli care of him, he take care of him since he is born, ahya lots of thing happen ... now he is gone, ahzhou realli gonan miss like mad.. 10+years ago my real ahgong pass away, 3 years ago my clemnti ganahgong pass away and this year gonggong also pass away, now i only left one waigong.... and i cant think of wad happen if my ahma .... i migh breakdown everyday.... whenever i think of this topic i sure feel like crying .. i really cant live without her.... i will die too ... monday i send ahboykorkor off and today went back to mandai to send gonggong away .. within a week i went there twice and send two relative away.... gonggon u will be missed for sure... as well as and my real gongong i realli will try my best to complete uni, but hiash .. now donknow why i still cant realli start wif my revsion ... this feeling is not good at all .. i realli need to be started ... i cant slack anymore ,, if not i sure buang my result .. and cant grad from uni .. and this will let down of many people ... i will work hard de... gongong ...
today we send gong gong away to a far far place.... even though exam coming i still pressence there for 5 days.... i cried , when we going to walk round the coffin and see gonggong . the last time... i seldom go and see the dead body in the coffin ... since my grandfather ? arhg i feel so sad right now even though he not very very close to me.. but whenever we sit beside the coffin .. i alway think of when i young i stay over at thier house... he alway buy kuaytwaio and bring us back soya milk .. which i didnt like to eat and drink ... ha ... and bring us to playground and play ... few weeks back we still went over his place and visit him ..eventhought he keep lying on his bed... and keep asking us drink milo ...