5 rOx!!

2012-01-20T10:19:00.002+08:00

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int component=0;
int visit[maxV];
void read_graph(void);
void print_graph(void);
void main()
{

read_graph();
for (i=1; i<=maxV; i++)
{
     visit[i]==0;
}
   for (i=1; i<=maxV; i++)
      {
       if (visit[i]==0)
       {
        component=component+1;
        dfs(i);
        printf("\n%d",x);
      }
       if(component==1)
       {
           printf("this graph is connected");
       }
       else
       {
           printf("this graph is disconnected");
       }
}

void dfs(int v)
{
    count=count+1;
    visit[v]=count;
    for (i=1; i<=maxV; i++)
    {
     if (a[v][i]!=0 && visit [i]==0)
        {
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        }
    }
}

void read_graph(void)
{
int edge,x;
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scanf("%d",&V);
if (V>maxV)
    printf("Exceed the maximum number of vertices permitted");
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{
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{
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}

Masking

2012-01-15T22:27:00.001+08:00

Gonna do masking everyday till cny Haha .. today using this mark .. Japanese hydrangea mark ... Smell nice ... And also got cooling effect ... Not bad Haha ... Tml is ft island concert day ...looking forward .. Haha .... And this morning pei pei bought our SS 4 ticket ... Lucky girl .. Haha

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Ft island

2012-01-15T22:26:00.001+08:00

Went to ft island concert today .. now in train going back home ... Ft island concert is Damn high .. I enjoy myself there even though a bit far .. and very high over there .. keep spamming and jumping around for 2 hours ... I wonder where my stamina comes from .. Haha ... I love hong ki voice so much .. so powerful ... And he sing straight for 2 hour in between only few minute rest only ... Damn god ... Talented guys ... We have three encore song .. these three songs is awesome and really Damn high ... My favourite , bad women .. is one of it ... Is a nice experience .. thanks ft island ... And a lesson learn again .. attend concert please bring lightstick along ... I only Can throw my hands up in the air ... Overall I really very enjoy this concert ... And their English is Damn cute .. Haha .. thanks .... Love you guys .. next month SS 4 I believe I will more high den today ...

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Kim chi

2012-01-09T20:19:00.001+08:00

I think my kimchi expire ... My stomach keep roaring .. Haha .. or because of my strawberry milk .... Bleh ... Stomach not good...
Today first day of my school .... Yo ... Still not bad .. because first week .. this week no tutorial .. ha .. so can go home earlier yo.. Haha... After school finally our dip group meet ... And go and find our prof ... So we chat with him about our project stuff ... Like finally lo .. yo .. Haha ... Den I saw our math exam paper in his room but we can't see our name .. but Haha .x I saw some one marks ... 7 lol .. what the hell , 7 marks Leh how he get de siax ... Hmmm ... La la kbt... Finish packing my lecture notes ... Yea ... So my bag will lighter .. Don need to bring whole stack lecture notes ... Ha ... Yo yo yo .... Gonna go home soon and also gonna do my notes as soon as possible ...

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Dong hae

2012-01-06T17:37:00.001+08:00

I feel like I just have a break up ... Very moody ... Feel like crying ... Haix why hae must join WGM .. I dying .. 我失戀了...
Tml going Malaysia lo ... Gonna go home and take my pass port and my money ...
Gonna start school soon ... 3 more days ... He'll gate opening... I sad .. cry cry

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Angry

2011-12-30T22:56:00.001+08:00

This week many stuff happen ... First ... Pei pei and Eliza stuff .. Eliza just put a bomb in our conversation and cry whole night and I gonna listen to her story I have forget ... Both party are so innocent ... And main wrong is that guy ... Till now I still can't believe him is such a bad ass ...
After that matter hae blown out pei pei not that active in whatsaps and make me feel like talkin to the air .. the the supper gathering is just a mess ... Every one just Don want to reply any thing .. and make me look like a clown keep entertain the question ... So today I settle the place , but there are few whole day Don one to reply whether they comin a not .. hey I give up my kbs gayo give up my suju Oppa and attend this .. they just Don give a Damn to reply ... From now I not going to plan stuff ... And I think I does not have the time to plan when I starting school soon ...
Last sbs gayo also big matter .. SM and sbs treat elf and suju like Shit .. they never say anything about the pre recorded ... And only few elf attended .. making the whole live stage so empty ... And my Oppa was so angry and frustrated in twitter ... And today saw a elf post ing a fan account about yesterday and make me more fed up ...
I so angry this week ... 2011last few days .. I not enjoying and throwing my temper anywhere

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2011-12-29T17:46:00.001+08:00

Just hope suju will leave SM one day ... SM I hate you much much why ?

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bintan

2011-12-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

my bintan trip ,,
ealry mondya morning drive to temple there and return my taisui wif my mum haha ..after dat go to market and do my money change .... rupiah ..wahhh realli many zero behind lo .. haha ... after dat went back home do my last min packing .... and meete hao and ying at 12 ...taking a cab and went to changi dere totake ferrry ..... wahh .. bcos it rainin so the wave is like ..wahh .. bumby . and i vomit twice in the ferry .. and around me ..dere are freakin many ppl vomitin too haha ... so when we reach bintan ... the weather still look nt good ... and we are a private car to our banyan tree villa .... at the reception area ... they serve and cold towel and drink ... after awhile we take the buggy and go to our villa ... wwhen we reach our villa the first we see the our jacuzzi haha .. but bcos is rainin the whole day we didn't took the jacuzzi on firs day ... so we stay in our villa for the whole day ... we take a tour in our villa .and keep taking photo around .. haha .. night we wen to saffron to have our dinner a thai cuisine and taste nice and the service is good.. ahah ... but it cost us 200 bucks sing dollar .. first day first dinner we cost a bomb already ... haha ...

second day .... we wake up at 7 and went to eat breakfast .... buffet style ... and nt bad luh .. quite nice .. they still offer champagne in the ealry mornin .. and i love thier waffle and bread . haha .. :) ,,, and went back to our villa and 9 even though it still drizzlin we still ask someone to clean our jacuzzi ... den we three went inside and make a whole pool into a bubble pool so fun haha .soak inside for 1 hr ..and took pic too ... so around 11 i feel hungry again .. hhaha .. we take turn to bath and call a bugggy to lobby ... we took a car out to pasar oleh oleh before that we went to a market to have lunch at a market first ... we eat malay stlye zacai fan .. realli nt bad lo .. just tat haha ... the curry sauce taste liek tomyam .. but it still taste nice .. after our lunch we went to olehloeh .. haha ... walk around and bought our cup noodle .. haha .. our dinner ... we went back villa around 2.45 and we took a nap .. before heading to the beach .. so cooling haha ... the beach area .... realli relaxing nt many ppl on the beach bcos the wave qiute big ... and we took lots of photo too ... den we sit on the beach chair and enjoy the breeze ..... den went back to villa rest again and eat our cup noodle ... den 7 we go to lobby again and took a car to go our firefly trip ... yea .. we took a boat to the swamp .. and i realli saw fireflies .. so cute ..and easily catch .. haha .. so fun ... haha ... and i still catch a firefly into y empty cup .. but i decide to let it go when we heading pack to the pier ... but end up it still follow me ... it stay in my life jacket lo .. haha ... then we went back to our villa at 9pm.. we we bath and rest and aroudn 10 we call for dine in supper ... nice western food again ..and this time round it cost cheaper .. 75usd .. haha .. and i fall as sleep at 11pm so ealry ahha
the last day .. the weather is the best ... we go and haf breakfast again ... and we choose a outdoor dining area .. can see the seaview ... so nice so relaxing damn god . haha .. if i have another day .. i will stay on the swimmin pool and see the sea view... arhh nice ~~ .. haha ... but we goin home ... nothing special on the last day .. and i didnt vomit when i back . wahah ..
overall bintan, banyann tree left a not bad impression .. realli is a very relaxing trip .. haha ... and thier serivce is realli good .. all speak good english ... nice .. i love the place .... realli .. haha ..

holiday

2011-12-12T17:39:00.000+08:00

last night went to xioa gu hse and play mahjong .big winner again .. and stay iver at her hse .... sleep at wanying room .. ahah ... den she go her mum room and sleep ... cos i don sleep in air con room ... bleh .. this morning went to west mall to buy wanying galaxy note.... den head to eat brunch ... after dat went to market and wash the funeral phtoo .. i know is very long ago laio bcos i very busy on my exam durin that period of time ... haha ... nice .. finaly tml able to take the photo and i gonna burn the vid for my aunt too .... bleh bleh ..... now my ah ma go and watch opera show .. later i gonna pack my stuff and went back home ..two week didnt go back home luh .... haha
next monday is my bintan trip ... uhoo ... my cosuin book the banyan tree villa no wonder so ex .. ahah ... but i see the phto of villa wow realli look grand ..of cos is a five star villa men .. oh my .. haha .. qiute lookin forward but i scare of the ferry .. bcos of my motion sick .... gonna vomit again yo .. haha .. but i cant wait to take nice phtoo lo .haha .. finally able to go oversea .. okie this yr is a awesome year ... bcos i can go vietnam , hongkong, genting x2 and bintan .... next year again i still wish to go jap and korea,.. forever my wish okie .. heexheex....

so this week my plan will be wed meet eunice for timetable planning and sunday aimee farewell ...

steven goh

2011-12-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

today morning went to eat scallop porridge .. nice ... thanks to steven goh my jie fu ... who treat us such a awesome breakfast ..... and just now after dinner we went to jurong hill and prawning ... wanying and i choose a rod 13 ... but end up is damn unlucky rod .... wanying the three hours catch no prawn .. haha .... and i use my bro rod i caught 3prawns .. and is damn big size de lo .. haha ... den we go cook our prawn .. of cos the biggest one is mine haha .. we caught 18prawns .. so each of us can eat two of it .. after dat we head to geylang and eat frogleg porridge ... haha ..again .last fri i just went dere ..and today ... all our expenses is all paid by my steven goh ..xie le jie fu , actualli he today want to bring me go jp and buy my newyear clothes.. but neh nvm luh .. i go buy myself will do .. xie le .. :)hahas

after few more hours is superjunioe SS4in japan all the best to my geges men .. haha ... oppa hwaiting..

night

2011-12-07T17:05:00.000+08:00

every night chiong healinghand2 haha .. till 3am ... awesome ..today i wake up at 2.30pm .... omg .. this is the first time waking up so late ... heng my ahma didnt nag at me heexheex..... ahya .... chenghao ask me whther wanna go batam or bintan .rent a villa and stay one night .... so icall all my bro and sis ... but none is free on tat day ... den onli chenghao me and wanying ... so we call xioagu and ahma go but bleh ... now i still donknow whether they wanna go anot .. or the plan gone case ia lso donknow cos chenghao didnt tell anything le .. last night keep checking the villa and price ... and also my timettable .. i gonna throw blood out ... keep clashing .. like shit onli ....hmmm .. tml gonna go plaza sing alone .... checkup of my uderarm haha .. i feel so shy lo ... but i want a nice underarm ... haha ... so bobian ..must travel down alone .. and see whether i can get a dress anot
heexheex.....

throat

2011-12-04T02:46:00.000+08:00

throat damn pain ... being so sick today ..so i cancel my gathering .... stay at home and chiong healing hands2.... ahah .. chris and anson :) .. heexheex.. oh ya ..tml eveing will haf my dinner at swisshotel ... damn god .. haha .. cos my ganpa birthday .. wow ..grand hotel huh .. and my suju oppa stay there before .. after this episode realli gonna sleep ... sleepy huh .. my oppa heading back to korea luh ..finally donghae and teukie is back huh .. and tonight will be the last episode of eunhyuk and teukie ....

girls

2011-12-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

havin a short shoopin trip wif shipei and peipei ... after tat 6.30 went to cityhall alone to collect my ss4 stuff .. sad tat no towel ..realli sad la ... sian ... onli manage to get my l holder dongahe .. haha .. tat two pei keep saying donghae very shuai very cute haha ..of cos leh .. haha .. after dat went to far east to continue to shop ... around 9 plus eliz and yongchen came and fetch us from cathy .... head to geylang to have frog leg porridge .. find tat shop and carpark lots damn long ... after dat zc and jia hua join .... arh see couple couple infront of me .. bleh haha ... after dat it rainin so we went to thomson to have ice cream ..... my thtroat very pain ..so i talk lesser today ... now at home .... nice chta in zc car ... and tat jiahua ask me this .. when i goin to find a real bf .. haha .. so i told her .. FATE ... i waiting .. if don haf im okie with it also .. i not hurry .. 21 .. goin 22 .. i nt hurry haha ... and my ahma told me nt to haf relationship during my uni .. haha ... see la .. FATE .. mhm ..i seem to enjoy my holdiay much i almost go out everyday since i end my last paper ..

dec teukie

2011-12-01T01:01:00.001+08:00

is dec!!!! read few article of suju ...
during MAMA press confer, teukie say this MAMA记者会上利特说查了suju海外演唱会的票价，觉得太贵了，希望以后主办方能给出更合理的价格。[CR:@sgXCLUSIVE via:@WeLoveSuJuOnly]

how sweet is our leader .. he care for elf soo much ... arh ... and also he saying kangin will be back on appril and he will enlist after ss4 .. so maybe around april too .. omg .. i cant imagine when he shave his hair and wear that army shirt .. i will cry hard for sure ... my leader .. see his recent tweet .. he keep mention about the mama award stuff .. he seems realli happy of it ... and he keep thanks to elf ... oppa .. hwaiting .. he havin busy schdeule .. after SS4, prepare for melon , after tat MAMA , now at thailand film for CF , den after few days ss4 in japan... den end of year ceremony .. and starking recording ... so bcos of this hetic schdule he gonna end his 5yr3mth kiss the radio ... omg .. enhyuk and he will pass the baton to sungmin anwookie .. i hope of them will do it proud ... hwaiting oppa .. and teukie will be prepare to enlist soon .. arh ... teukie arh ..
SS4inseoul, MC for melon ,TWMOA, MAMA, thai CF, MSIAMOA, SS4injapn, endofyearceremony, filming WGM and Starking ,prepareforWORLDTOUR, ENLIST

MAMA award

2011-11-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

ealry morning wake up and prepare to go meet wanying and head to stadium .... queuing for pen c ... uhoo .. haha .. yea .. under a tent ... nice one ... but around 1 plus it start to rain . and we gonna stand up cos the floor wet wet .. damn god ..realli cui .... around 5.30 den let us go into the stadim so excited .... yea .. choose a place, closer to the center stage bt the prob is that we cant see the main stage lo .. but we still able to see the right side stage and the artist restin area .. whee swee .. haha .. den 6 started .... omg i don know who are them but i very high ... waving my blue light stick and SIMOND came out .. omg is dangdangdang ... i scream so loud ... i dang so loudly and the girl infront of me look dazed ... they seem like they nv heard this song before hhaha ... after tat arh i also forget who performaning .. so i can type what i rmb ... tat ahjushi lee is damnshuai okie .. i love his english .. damn good haha .:) saigo des... den arh ya.... i saw soongjongki . omg i cant believe i saw him .. omg .. so pretty haha .. den oh ya first award for suju is the singapore choice .. omg .. is SUPERJUNIOR ..i scream like wad haha .. omg .. thanks spor eelf .. oh ya .. beast performance plus hyuna omg ... i damn shock of hyuna and hyunsseung kiss performance ... i stunned .. and look at wanying she almost cry .. haha .. every one is shock . haha .. around 7 plus .. i start to dizzy .. fking not feelin well i keep sweating and i try to calm myself down ... omg and i told myself ii cant faint .. bcos my oppa haven performance i predict they will win something big .. i need to endure to the end .... so i start to nt so high d=for those awward giving .. but almost performance i scream all the way ... haha ... first time watching snsd live performance ..actuali looke at thier legs.. my god .. damn slim la .. haha .. den i look at thier face .. tat sooyoung realli doesnt look ver pretty i think that dancing queen look better .. hy .. but the smallest seoyoung ?? she realli look pretty as well as taeyeon , yoona jessica and tiffany ... to my yuri not realli very pretty comapare to them ... so ya .. i did some fan chantin okie .. after snsd ... is super junior . i heard the girls infront me saying tat enhyuk is on hat thinngy up in de air ... when the music stat .. omg is realli him men .. damn surprise ..damn close to us .. haha ..den after tat siwon came down from the second level omg .. i use my evo and turn it to 3D and took phto ..but bat flat after siwon part ... haha .. so i stop taking phtoo and enjoy the performance .. superman, mr simple and sorrysorry ..omg .. my first fan chanting of mr simple .. i scream all the way okie .. is damn high .... after tat kang sora on the stage .. and elf cheer for her .haha .. nice .. pretty yo:) ... after tat is 2ne1 .. they realli impressed ... i might start to like them ... thier stage performance realli good ... i wil stop my anti of tem ... haha ... and i can say enhyuk is dman high from the the start of the stage to the end .. he relali super high .. he dance and stand around .. haha .. and the daesang award .... i glad suju take the best album... oh ya .. in the middle ... suju tok best male grp too .. :) .. haha .. is an awesome night .. i love it ... can see many artist and of cos SUPERJUNIOR THE LAST MEN STANDING ..

ended

2011-11-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

exam ended .... last paper today .... im so happy right now .. no need to study every day le ... how awesome...and i bought MAMA ticket today too .. gonna go ealry morning .. 9/ 10 hmm actually consider qiute late le .. bobian wanying cant go off ealry .. i tired ... i gonna sleep soon ..tml will be a tiring day ... but wanying haven reply me whther which timing to meet .... gonna set alarm also .. so i can wake up and charge my phone .. phone is so important okie ... !! haha ..yea ..cant wait to see my ooppa tml .. gonna shout out all my stress ... oppaoppa .. haha .. :) ,,

idol stuff

2011-11-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

当你见证了你喜欢的明星从跌倒到爬起,你见证了他平凡的一面和光耀的一面,当你看着他从幼稚变得成熟,从退缩到勇敢,你再也放不下对他的喜欢了。

所以请不要说我们是只会追星的脑残，没有经历的人，又怎会明白。

爱追星的女生，背后总有一段抹不去的伤，来自于家庭，来至于朋友以及社会，或者感情。因为她们在现实生活中找不到一个精神的寄托，找不到属于自己的一片天地。

如果在你的身边有这样一个追星的女生，请不要伤害她，不要在她面前说她偶像的不好，如果你是她最好的朋友，就请尊重她心中的偶像，因为朋友和偶像都是她重要的人，她不想因为偶像而和她最好的朋友吵架。

或许他的外表很天真，很坚强，可是，她的内心却很脆弱，因为，这样的女生不愿将自己最真实的感情所表露出来，不愿意在自己明明很孤单，很寂寞、伤心的时候与别人分享他的悲伤。

所以，她们总是将笑容挂在脸上，总是将自己偶像的事情和身边的人一起分享，想让他们的朋友和她们一起分享心中的快乐。

可是，身边的朋友，往往一次又一次地让她们受伤，因为她们的朋友似乎对她们的偶像并不感兴趣，甚至有些反感。

但是，请你不要骂她的偶像，因为你这样做，会刺伤她们的心，在她们的世界里，是不允许任何人亵渎他们的偶像的。

他们会为了偶像而和你们发生争执。

试想，一个很爱很爱的人，被别人骂了，那么，你的感受又如何呢？

这样做，只会让她们变得更孤单，因为你们是他的朋友，既然也不理解她，结果只有一个，就是她会渐渐地疏远你们。

可以说，如果在你的身边也有这样一个朋友，那么，你就是幸运的。

因为，不管在别人眼里怎么看待她追星，或是说他是花痴等等更难听的话，她都不会介意，她也不会因为这样而放弃了自己的偶像，因为，她们对偶像的爱，是那么的坚定不移。

她会为了偶像，而努力地做好身边每一件事，因为她们是专一的性情的。

她们是执着的。

如果你认为她们追星没必要，那你就错了。你们认为她们买专辑或是写真，是浪费钱。但我宁愿少买零食，少买衣服，也要买他的专辑。因为那是唯一一个可以让你怀恋的珍品。

你会在20年后、30年后，看着这些你收藏的想着，原来我曾经这么爱他。那样，是多么美好，值得让人遐想。

我们不会为他做很疯狂地举动，如果你认为买专辑也疯狂，只能证明你不够了解这份‘爱’的意义。你无法体会其中的快乐。

如果你讨厌追星的女孩，你大可不必和她们交往，这样你只会伤害她，伤害她的偶像。

不要一直说，你的偶像又不认识你这一类型的话。这样你只会伤害她。她知道她的偶像不认识她，她知道她只是小小的一个，可是爱了，能怎么办，只能说我们太执着。你们又能理解多少？

骂我们是疯子，呵，习惯啦。我们不是疯子，我们只是比疯子还要爱，还要疯子。

我们不在乎别人怎样评价我们，我们只知道我们是偶像的后盾，偶像的一辈子。

朋友有难，她们会第一个伸手援助，就算世界上的人都背叛了你，她们也不会。因为，他们是一个真性情的女生，对偶像如此，对朋友也如此。

从现在起，请尊重，珍惜，爱戴你身边爱追星的女生吧！不要用你那看似无心的语言和动作，去刺伤她们的心。

credit by:写给那些追星的女孩，———郭敬明

gonggong

2011-11-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

today we send gong gong away to a far far place.... even though exam coming i still pressence there for 5 days.... i cried , when we going to walk round the coffin and see gonggong . the last time... i seldom go and see the dead body in the coffin ... since my grandfather ? arhg i feel so sad right now even though he not very very close to me.. but whenever we sit beside the coffin .. i alway think of when i young i stay over at thier house... he alway buy kuaytwaio and bring us back soya milk .. which i didnt like to eat and drink ... ha ... and bring us to playground and play ... few weeks back we still went over his place and visit him ..eventhought he keep lying on his bed... and keep asking us drink milo ...

when we see the coffin entering the burner... we cried so hard, hold tighty to my gan ma, and see how the man , ah pa and ahzhou cry... heart realli pain to see ahzhou cry till like this , he cry so loud... hiash... bcos ahgong realli care of him, he take care of him since he is born, ahya lots of thing happen ... now he is gone, ahzhou realli gonan miss like mad.. 10+years ago my real ahgong pass away, 3 years ago my clemnti ganahgong pass away and this year gonggong also pass away, now i only left one waigong.... and i cant think of wad happen if my ahma .... i migh breakdown everyday.... whenever i think of this topic i sure feel like crying .. i really cant live without her.... i will die too ... monday i send ahboykorkor off and today went back to mandai to send gonggong away .. within a week i went there twice and send two relative away.... gonggon u will be missed for sure... as well as and my real gongong i realli will try my best to complete uni, but hiash .. now donknow why i still cant realli start wif my revsion ... this feeling is not good at all .. i realli need to be started ... i cant slack anymore ,, if not i sure buang my result .. and cant grad from uni .. and this will let down of many people ... i will work hard de... gongong ...

ny

2011-10-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

my oppa went to newyork for SMtown .... when i will see them again leh ?? haha

last friday , went to shipei hse for steamboating .... first we went to bbp for buying our food .... after dat head back to shipei hse , and prepare those food...... while eating steamboat while watching AI.. haha .. ncie one ... ilove the pork and beef .... nice .... haha .... after tat we clean the table and they set up mahjong table ..they ask met o play but neh ... i be a tcher for sharon and eliz.. haha .they play one round till 12 plus lo ..tat very late .. haha ..after tat eli and her bf went back home as well as sharon ... den de rest wait for zc and we went to marinabiarrage ... haha .... so left me shipei peipei and her bf zc.... now every one is in relatioship except me ... wad lo .. haha .. sian ... but nvm luh .... i waited for 5 yrs i don care anymore ... i don want to get into a relationship dat i not interested ... maybe i will be single forever who knows.... since the last one ... hiash ..suan le .... i waiting for the right guy .. wahaha .... don mind to wait longer ... heexheex..... after MB ,,, we went to eat mac and TPY ... cos peipei live there..... so 4am we eatign mac there ... how fun ..how tired we are.. i almost fall asleep lo .... after send peipei home ,, zc send shipei and me home ..and i de last one to get off... feel abit awkard... hha ... yea .. but he find a topic to chat wif me .... abtmy studies ... damn god i realise i alway feel like crying whenever i saying my studies.... depress alot .... my friends alway see the happy side of me , but inside of me ... i qiute emo and low ....they tot i stressless ..but nope .. i ;m not.... studies make me craxzy ... and i realli feel tired.... weekday study okie i surrender but weekend study alway make me arh ..... i want to play i want to watch kpop variety show those stuff... weh?? .... sangu alway call me da xue sheng .. and i alway feel like telling her , i might dropping soon ... ha ... arhhhh .. i realli donknow wad my result will be turning to ??? hmm . one more month and i will know it ..stay or leave.... waiting for holdiay seriously .....

driving

2011-10-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

yea driving again .. from tiong bahru to redhill den redhill to jurong .. every timme my bro eat beside me he sure say somethin la ...
study a bit physic and del today .. and play 1 hrs mahjong .. haha .. den send my small and 3rd aunt home .. this is my second time drive in the night .. i gonna look up for the head light ..den when i reach home ... i alost forget to turn off the head light .. heng got alarm remind .. i keep thinking why the sound kepp ting ting ting .. haha ... i keep looking around where goes wrong ... den arh ... i saw the light infront . my head light .. heexhhheex....

arh gonna listen my de lecture .. shit no much time left la ...

2011-10-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

transfering all my media file into tappy.. haha ..... finish watch hellobaby ep6 and runningman ...... now i den know i forget abt tiffiany lo .. yea ..... listen to orange caramel shanghai love ... create by kimheechul universal big star ... hee hee ... haha ...
and fiannli we set on a date for steamboat ..like finalli arh ..

today is donghae birthday, and he today haf a busy schedule ...... today music core ... the is only guy who wear sliver and other wear white .. haha .... shuia to the max... yo .... and they took a private jet to daegu ... for another concert... cool lo ... and i wanna watch wgm second episode lo ... waitin for subb suubb .. haha .. gonna see teukie shy shy face .. uhoo ... blehbleh ..

drvin

2011-10-14T15:26:00.000+08:00

driving to sch today .. hah a.. dman fast la .. just tat i cant park my car at the cheaper carpark ... but yea .. mange to park into the lots ..peacefully haha :) .. yea .. my dad so cool .. i just told him whether can i use car to sch ..cos i long time nv drive le .. and he told me okie ... yea ... cool men .. haha .. :) ... realli fast lo ..around 10mins able to reach sch ... wahah .. :) ... now listenin to physic lec .... after dis decide to listen to CA... den night do tech com ... tml listen data and del den do tech com again ... den sunday chiong physic tutorial .... den data ... oh ya .. no time for my tutorial lo .. life suck ... otoke ???

genting

2011-10-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

return from genting,,,, uhoo ... omoomo .. haha .. is fun .. cos i able to enter casino ... yea ... but everytime i enter casino i need to show ic .. donknow whether is goood . haha .. cos i look young .. the guard still ask me .. oh u look young .. haha thanksarh .. heehee ..and once again i vomited in bus when we return to spore .. holishit me .. heecheec... and ya .. try new stuff .... ch friends came genting and drive us to berjaya hill .... we went to to see something ... but i motion sick again ... but is damn fun .. cos we lkaugh throu out the whole journey ..and ya ... eat many times.. lol .. nice trip overall ...
tml gonna go sch .. uhoo ... i skipp soo many stuff..is time to repay .. and i realli feel bad for my mates cos they done a very good jobs for our report .. reallli look nice .. yea .. and wad ... today i reach home my room turn into a new room..... new bed and my mum help me keep my stuff haha ... uhoo .. is nice de lo .. haha .. ....

2011-10-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

my CA cui liao la .. sian .. wad th foot .. pui ... shitshitshit .. 20 %gone .... shit my life la .. ekkk ....
onli suju able to make me laugh .. tml gonna wake up ealry .. shit .. haha ... cos gonna attend the POP ... my bro pop i even didnt attend lo .. haha .. so lame .... gonna sun tannin laio la ..s hit ... hope we able to find them ind e sea of army boy siax ... haha ...
sick for this few days ... damn sick ... hope ablt to get well soon .. so i can enjoy the genting trip ... haha .. this time able to do the genting card den go play jackpot wif my ahma .. how fun ... and someone sponsor some money for me to play lo .. good life .. but in studies is sad life .. shit my life .. i miss my girls ..hope next week able to meet my girls .. and have lots of fun lo .. hope... we able t haf steamboat and manage to go fly kite .. !! yeayeayea !!!

damn god

2011-10-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

damn god damn god ... i goin to sleep soon .. but before dat i decide to search my report to send to jasmine ... and end up i cant find my report but i have all my senior report wif me .. wad the hell is this .. so i send su and wahyu report to jasmine .. haha ..so i decide to wriite this in my facebook stautus .. i goin bed soon .. but who knows... my 'jino' reply me ..wad de hell .. he reply me for ? .. tmd make me fking happy la .. omg .... wahhh .... i suddenly feel so happy siax .. but the things is ..he got a GF .. holimama ... shit my life ..gege ... don like this la .. i cant sleep laio la .. die ... die ..

birthday

2011-10-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

today is my chenghao oppa and yude oppa birthday .. haha ....
today watch dream team while waiting for my physic tutor and taking bus home ... haha .. and this is my first time my uni friend see me watching video in class... they are shock of my reaction lo .. haha ... aiya i watch funny show i just laugh out onli i don care how pl look at me lo .. tat they way i am .. ahah .. laugh like none of my business... hmm ... just finish my de revision .. hop ei can do well ... now i left on CA.... hm but i think i need to start to do tutorial first ..den concentrate on quiz .. yea .. since sch start i start to be busy study again ... this two month is the most hardworking period of my life saix .... except preparing for major exam ..... normal study day i realli nv so hardworking siax.. my life start to screw when i enter uni .. sml....okie math here i come

hall

2011-10-04T00:33:00.000+08:00

today after sch went to vic hall .... wahh realli got the feel of chaleting lo .. haha .. but today as usal i do nothin lo ... haha ... tech com like shit l a.. all i can say .. i haven finish all my revision all half half onli .. and i realli wanna touch physic .. but i haf no time for it ..cos quiz gonna complete first .. ahhh ... den i gonna genting soon .. this usnday ... den ...arh i realli no time for techcom den ... omy ... nv pin high hope to get well result for m techcom .. but my mates want it .. arhh ..a nd i think after i come back from genting i reallu gonna reformat my whole laptop .. like shit it left...2.gb left wahaha .. so cui ... after my video laod finsih gonna sleep soon ... i left 5 hrs to go shit.. and i felt hungry now ..arhhh .. hope i wont doze off tml .. like wad i did today in physic lesson .. holishit .. i doze off infront of the lec lol ..siao ..

nice outing

2011-10-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

today we try vegete food ... my first time eating such thing wif friends .. haha ... after dat we went to shipei house and play mahjong .... first time goin friend house play mahjong too .and i lost 6 bucks .. haha ... after dat we chat and eat cupnoodle ... eli bought for us from taiwan .. yi du zhang ...long time nv eat yi du zhang . haha ... den eli friend send us home .thanks gege .. haha ...:) ... one recess week iis over .. and i onli touch CA and MAth and i haven touch del .. plus ca and math i didnt complete yet lo .. dy what haf i done ... den two more weeks i goin genting..shit .... shld i ... bt they bought my ticket laio hah a.. no turnin backhui shan .. just enoy and study hard when come ..back .. i realli study hard this time .... uni ... doesnt suit me seriously .... every fill up wif lectures note ... tat not me .. but i haf to do it in order to surive in uni ... sad life .. but i hope i realli can complete this ... i hiash .. jia u bah ... i gonna do my math tutorial 5 and start wif del ... after dat .. den return back to CA .... and my techcom project is like suck s... omg .. we haven start doing our report lo ... at how shit ...is me .. i just hate doin report ii love more hands up stuff

heechul oppa is back from camp .. 1 month camp and now he can return dorm and stay wif his lovely member ... and he start his personal military work .. i just hope those petals will leave him alone .. don go dere and trouble heechul lo ... thanks in advance ... and today music bank ,,,, yesung duet wif kim jonghoon the song breakups just like me ,,, the ppl shld be heechul .. but yesung done great job .. i love this performance tat a cha lo ... and a cha lost to hugak ... but i donmind .. he realli cute guy la .. haha ... and he let kyuhyun to sing his song during his encore stage .. thanks bro and few sec make me wanna listen his song already sound nice ... and ya ..da vinci shld win something also .. tat song is nice .... dont say goodbye .. nice song .. thier high notes is damn high damn nice ..haha ... :) .. well done pppl ... and i start to listen sistar so cool ... make me move my body here and dere haha ... nice .. but i too lag .. this song already out for 1month now ii den listen .. haha .. :) .. but i seriously don like kara .. haha .... davinci and sistar song is nicer den hers lo .. haha .. okie .. night ..don say le .. heex.. later fan war ..OPPS!! .heex....

a cha

2011-09-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

today went to tanjong pajar to eat korea bbq wif andy and wanying ... yea ... beef and kimchi still the best of all ... we eat around 1 hr and off .. head to town to buy andy clothing .... haha .. enter this shop .. manage to bought two tees.. i mean andy .. and this shop salemen .look damn shuai la .. look like jonghyun lo .. omg ... but he seem qiute young leh .. id onknow la .. look shuai la .. haha .... after dat went to h&m .. but to me there nothing special leh .. de stuff not very nice ... haha.. maybe i not that fashionable ... yea .. den head to cine ... also see no nice shirt for andy ... eat frolick !! haha ...... dats the time .. my stomach felt abit sour ..and feel like vomit .. after a long day we took 502 back.. is a long way but we are able to grab seat ..compare to train .. haha .. head home chiong my a cha music bank .. watch lots of time this time round ... sungmin donghae catch me ... sungmin look damn cute wif his new hair colour damn young .... and shindong realli have a longer part ... enhyuk none .... and teukie shirt look funn la ... yesung and wookie alib is damn awesome .. omg .. i just hope they wont crap during thier live performance. haha .. haha ... awesome come back .. watch thier teaser also .. the mv onli haf 8of them ... but when solo phtoo.. they put siwon and heechul in .. thanks SM .. haha .. and heechul duet with a guy also out le .. omg i miss heechul soo much .... he dman lively inside that mv ..so cute ... lookin forward for both mv .... daebak!! haha .. :)
and ya . my evo also lack of battery during night time .. otoke ...... i think i shld use less tweeter i think i haf misuse of it,,,,, and i also think i goin genting ..cos many of my friend told me that week 9 is a elearning week so .. i think ntu also hinting me that u shld take a break babe .. haha ..thanks arh .. tml i gonna start all my revision not kiddinng.. chiong my CA ... den del ... after dat then do my math since math tutor say onli 1 qns test on chap 4 and 5 ... i can choing that later .. now is CA and physic more worried .. omo ... today saw yizhong in physics lesson too .. haha ... and physic lec is damn shock of our clikers result .. haha ... 70% of us didnt took o lv physic ... i take combine sci so i not sure whether tat consider as o lv ?? so i yea ... A .. and he damn shock of the result .. i think some of us are just kiddin him la ... he shld not take this too seriously .... and he realli slow down the lec.. haha ... physic and CA so cui ..hwating .... suju hwaiting too:)
i finish watching all my love ... total 210 episode .. form ep1 to 210 .. omg .. this is the first time i watch a so long episode with no miss at all .. ahah ... but it is onli a half an hour drama .. so consider as 100 ep/1hr .. haha .. nice show ... thanks all my love for making me laugh like siao at home ... leeteuk shindong who make a camero inside .. thanks pd nim .. haha ... last week is the end of khuntoria now all my love .. my show one by one down .. does this hintin me to cut down my show also ?? even arashi also block ..cant watch ,,, pretty sad . but comfirm i gonna watch siwon shi poseidon ... omo ..siwon is damn shuai inside la ..even though i haven watc but look at his pic wif navy uni ... fking shuai lo . no more word to best describe him .. haha daebak !night .. i think i need to sleep .. tml is CA day

shag

2011-09-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

tech com realli a heavy subect ..kill me as well ... omg .. our project seem very fail today .. we went to simlim tower to buy our component den head to amenda grandma house to conduct our experiment .. soo holi tired la .. and i can revise my CA today bcos of this .. but i believe yude is the most shag one .. he had to do his sawing ..poor thing .. haha .... tired and shag .... and i still thinkin wanna go genting wif my ahma they all should .. i relalii very troubled on this .. holishit ..even though i say genting is boring .. but i wanna go everytime my ahma they all planning to go lo .. holimama .. arhhh ..... hmm after this gonna do my CA and data tutorial .. i left 2 hrs to complete it .. but i feel like sleeping soon lol .. die .. haha ... tml will be a shag day also 8.30 to 3.30 ..but i more lookin forward to 5.30 ... i can meet my kimchi and beef .. dman god cant wait ... i miss kimchi soo much la ..haha .... okie gonna load poisedon soon .. siwon shi .. i coming ..and ya ..tml is A-CHA ..comeback stage ... so maybe gonna watch tru my evo .. yeah suju suju suju

labreport

2011-09-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

today chiong ing lab report ... but the thoery part i still cant figure out how to write it ..sian ... hmm ... now is 10pm and i feel like goin to bed soon ..haha ..so ealry ... but i hope i can do some revision first... hmm maybe maath ??? yea .,,, after this gonna close laptop and go to revision mood ... just finish watching hello, guest is suju ... omg ... donghae is damn handosme .. haha ..shuia ... uhoo .. and ya .. i dl the kiss de radio apple application ... but the problem is i don understand wad they talking lo . but happy to listen to my oppa voice. teukie and hyukie voice ..awesome haha ...

hmm shld i say something ... something personal .. haha today bathing .. i decide to do something to my underarm ... cos there is huge zit , ytd night i put a acne path on it , and morning it realli suck something out .. so i decide to do something with it .... and i know dere is hair underneath the skin ... i keep squeezing that ... first .. something yellow and blood flowing out .. pian but de hair just wont come .. soo force that zit.... i think i use 30 min to pop it out ... before it popp out .. i can saw a black line , so i try to cut my skin inorder to pull dat hair out ... but cant ... sian ... so use lot of force to squeeze diff direction ... it 's really pain .. not keep trying ..rest awhile squezze again ... in de end i try to squeeze in a different way .. and finnali i mange to pop it out ... yellow and white stuff pops out... den de root of the hair came out .. so i pull it out ..cos half of it still underdeath the skin ..omg ... it damn long lo .. around 5com .. fking long .. shock me ... can u imagine how long it stay underneath ... and tat zit realli look unglam bcos when i raise my hand den something red on it ... i also feel paiseh ... so i qiute to see that strand of hair is being pullin out today .. and ya .. i put a nothe acne path on it ... and yellow stuff still able to suck out .. i gonna change a new patch soon .. gonna thank peipei for recommed me to use this product lo .. it work for ... haha ..and ya ... math i coming ..

algor

2011-09-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

toda algor quiz .. oh my .. i can do it men .. omg haha .. i feel so lucky lo .. haha ... thanks eunice for teaching me ytd noon .. she stay back and teach me lo ..so gandong .. haha .. and y a... chiong lab report now ... shld i chiong tonight or tml den chiong ... haha .. sian ... next week still got t0 do tech com proect ... next two week three quizes .. non stop of work .. how i hope next week is recess week ... so can rest a bit and chiong all also ... hmm .. and ya ahkiat ytd msn lo .. so shock ..this is de first time he chat wif me in msn ... so shock .. ahaha ... asking me about how uni life ... so care for me ... wo hen lei .. today watch running man ... den now watching 2days 1 night.... arh ..shld continue my labreport le sian ..

ashin

2011-09-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

如果你對我說你想要一朵花
那麼我就會給你一朵花
如果你對我說你想要一顆星星
那麼我就會給你一顆星星
如果你對我說你想要一場雪
那麼我就會給你一場雪
如果你對我說你想要離開我
那麼我會說我會對你說…
我给你自由，我给你自由，我给你自由，我给你全部全部全部全部自由。这是我的温柔，还给你的自由。这是我的温柔，还给你的自由。 by阿信。

limit

2011-09-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

where is my limit , when i will break down again ... friday algor test .. and till now i still don understand wad it talking about ... ppl . i gonna flunk my algor for sure ... tml den chiong bah ... my dark circle getting darker ... so envy that eli goin taiwansoon .. i wann go holiday also ... dec die die must go out of singapore... i miss holiday soo much .. i tot next week is elearnign week ? but some lesson still must go back to school ... damn it .. i tot i can use tat week to chiong all my chapter ... esp data , physic and CA.... damn god .. save me ... i realli sick and tired of this... everyday ... morning to noon study in school .. came home study again .. till 12pm ... while enjoy my variety show korea and chinese mix ... hmm ... wo hen lei but i cant gif up now ... everyone want me to continuue to stuidy .. i wonder wad if i enter SIM, will i slack a bit more den now .. i understand why local u student will commit suicide... i feel de stress and tiredness... scarifice arashi , and lesser time for my family, suju and friends... sch work all over the place... still rmb the first thing i wake up at the moon hotel is .. arh i wan to go home and do my data algor and lab report ... why ... this come out of my mind when i wake up ... everyday gonna say hwating to myself ... HUISHAN HWAITING ... and ya say soemthing hapy .. suju repackaging C version coming soon monday .!!!a-cha!!! ... hahah ... looking forward ..the album photo got kimheechul .. omg .. miss this army guy sooo much ... uhoo ..this time round thier comcept is balck and white .. i lookin forward of the dance and song ... oh my cant wait ...a nd i hope music bank can get trophy this fri .. but arhh .. they not performing so big chance that they wont grab it this time round .. bleh .. nvm gif other ppl chance ..and i hope a cha grab something also .. uhoo .. ima ... gonan break bigbang this year record ... pls ... i cant see my oppa losing to others lo .. haha ... world elf ..work hard to push our oppa to the top of the world ... hwaiting suju hwaiting hushan . wonder wad if teukie enlist wad will happen to other members ... wad they goin to do .. wad SM going to do ... hmm .. back to algor ..

lab

2011-09-14T00:43:00.001+08:00

today lab .. damn funny .. i bring the wrong lab sheet... this is my 4th lab session and this is my third time bring wrong lab sheet .. my partner is damn great la.. he help me do lots of stuff... haha .. :) xie le gege... ge ge is a very good word for me ... if i forget or donknow his name .. just simply call gege gege .. haha ... sound cute ... yea ....
just now spend 2hrs on my lab report but haven done 1/4 of it lo .gonna chiong on my weekend ... den tml gonna chiong my tutorial for this week den thursday gonna chiong data since fri is de quiz day . damn it .. todya tat physic ..after the quiz freakin depress la ... sad ... omg ..will i fail .. i sense tat i gonna fail .. damn god ..otoke !!! .. sad ..depressed... emo .. friday how to survive .... algor ... the killer subject ... suju got lots of variety coming out .. now one youngstreet , viataam is waiting for me ... den soon idol sport coming soon also ..since it air today i predict this weekend will haf sub ... den still got running man .. my variety is queuing up ... but no time to watch la ... i sad .. arh .study stuff so loaded ... no time no time .. hiahs ... my friends all suffer relationshiip and i suffer schooling problem ... bleh ... and i nv watch arashi since i start school ... omg ... i crying for help .. must endure huishan .. hwating huishan ... jia u ...gonna sleep arh tml english lesson .. i think i fail my assignment 1 and i prepare to see tcher . bleh ... depressed again ... sleep sleep .. can i dream of any suju member today ?? onegai

tired 3hrs

2011-09-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

long time nv stay at home on sunday ... mostly i will at ahma hse ... but due to lacking of time ... i need to stay at home study .. cos if i go ahma hse .. i will just keep playin and playing non stop ... hmm .. i haven start on my lab report i realli donknow how to do lo ... sian .. i reali shag to the max ... while watching the data video lec .. i almos dozed off again .. wonder why i watch suju video seldom doze offf lo .. haha ... second time i watch video lec ... second time i fall sleep ... haha ... realli wanna sleep .... 3 hrs ..omg ... i hope i can finish my algor lec today ... den i can manage my evo files .. my music all removed laio l .. my ringtone gone .. haha ... hmmm... tired .tired... just now went to carpark to pass the nail remover to my aunt .. den i saw kids playing candle and lantern at the playground ... omg .. i wanna play also lo .. but gonna head home and study ..sad stuff ... haish .... super tired la .. i gonna refrain myself from goin out this few weeks gonna chiong all lec notes, quiz and lab report , project , assignment... sooo many stuff to do ppl .. arhhh ..scream .... ytd is the last day i enjoy ... now realli gonna chiong .... why ntu wanna keep me ?? omg ... hwaiting ppl ... :)

moon hotel

2011-09-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

sleep for 3 hrs.... freaking tired .... share cab home ... wanna study but . my dad show me his new tv and galaxy tab .... so play awhile ..and now gonna transfer my htc 8gb to 16gb ..den gif my 8 gb to my dad tab ... hmm ... wanna study physic , algor or do lab report ... sian ... i tired and sick of it ... so stupid .. when i wake up .. my mind fill with ..arh i wanna go home study .. dot ... den ask de girls whether wanna go home ... i so srry girls ... wake them up den share cab home .. everyone very shag . haha ..
ytd qiute fun... with al jasmine joke .. so fun ... den we saw weeteng naked body .. she de most daring one .. other just cover here and there so funny haas .. night we went to shisa, and saw few jss friend ... ya ... two of them i recognise .. haha .... but they laugh too loud lo .... after dat we went to eat mutabak ... and head back hotel bath and chat .... den around 3 am we went to 7-11 and buy cup noodle ... jasime me peipei and aimee eating cup noodle haha ... all de skinny one eat supper lo .. haha .. after tat jiahua vteng jiahua went off .. den shipei and me went to sleep .... jasmine gonna wait for sharon .. haha .. arh .. 3hrs of sleep .. i feel tired lo ..

Time

2011-09-08T17:21:00.002+08:00

Have mod burger for my lunch :) ... I wNna do something to my htc but I doesn't have the spare time todo it ... Next were two quizes and need to hand in LAb report. not enough time. Sat to sun gonna haf Pj party not gonna study for weekend this week also .... I realli no time .. Hmmm I must finish my physic tutorial by this week... Ya ,,, hwaiting Hiash I realli donknow how to start algor . Sian to the max !!!!

Ss3 3d

2011-09-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Ytd drive from noon to night . First go bukit batok visit Ahma relative den go ntu . Went back to Ahma house. Den evening went to alexedra hospital visit ahgong . Den around 7 plus went home . Is my first time to drive at night haha.. But also gonna thanks my bro for giving me chance to drive ... Heex...
Today went to Vivo to watch 3d ss3concert omg I so excited . Nor many ppl screaming .. But I can say I scream a lot and loudest haha.. I don care who wanna say me lo.. Need to enjoy ..haha I miss ss3. And just now sm say ss4 will be start at nov 19&20 At Seoul .. So fast. I think bcos teukiee gonna enlist soon so they push everything up.. I can see that second song gonna release soonhaha .. New dance new song ... Just now when everyone going home I take up my math and I told my Ahma . Ahma what if I can't finish my uni. And I start to cry .. I feel so tired ... She ask me are u tired ? Hmmm I can't handle all my tutorials. I very depress. She told me jiao gugu son that time study uni also every time cry ... And ahkiat also find it difficult to maintain uni ... But I very different from them ... I m a student who alway have bad result since young ... I not the kind of hardworking student .. I love holiday weekends and play around . I not the kind that will study till very late. Hash , this is my second time to cry about u I stuff ... I sad ... Ppl study everyday even weekend. But I didn't study anything during weekend...

heechul

2011-09-01T23:32:00.000+08:00

saranghaeyo kim hee chul, gu u pi ka kim heechul .. heechul stay healthy don get sick .. see u 4weeks times... mornin takin bus to sch ..i keep holdin my tears... my mind fill up wif heechul .. den in sch saw an article .... suju will not acc heechul to camp .. donknow why after saw the article .. i stop thinkin abt negative stuff .... bcos heechul will still stay wif suju after he return his 4weeks basic training .... so heechul will be waiiting for u :) .. take good kare inside ... bogoshipo yo ~

after sch went to town and meet shipei sharon and weeeteng .... but before tat i went to eat lunch first ..so every one meet me at cine first :) haha .. after dat head to 313 starbucks .... talk about vteng birthday stuff ..PJ party !! will it be successful? haha .. hope ... aftter dat sharon went off den head to scape ..teng eat her dinner .... den shipei went off with her friend ..den i and vteng went to kbox .. is like 4yrs nv go kbox together ..just both of us ... it remind us about school day ... haha .. yea ... my voice sound weird today . haha .. after dat head home .. till now i haven study anyting i haven do my data aglor .. haha ... and tml after school gonna meet my girls again haha .. wif jasmine tan!!!! .... haha ..hope everyone turn ups... gonna study soon ...ANEONG

last stage

2011-08-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

today we went to IMM and have breakfast ..after dat shop around ..... and went to daiso to buy box, cos my nail polish cant fit my previous one ..so gona buy a bigger one .. haha ..a fter dat bought lots of food and went back home and eat ... eat sushi , yogurt icecream calmchowder .... den i go and take a napbcos super tired ..donknow why .. after dat my bro wake me up ask me ... eh i tot u say u wanna drive car to ur ntu , yeah i wann learn de road ... but we haf to go ahhao hse first cos thier hse no electricity haha .. so i drive there ..wif my sis in law and bro ... wanying friends also at there .... so they go fix the elect box den i go find wanying to watch inkigayo performance ..... bcs today is heechul last performance before he enlist ... the performance is awesome as usal .. and donghae look fking shuai la .... but he not dancing due to his injuries ... siwon nt on the stage bcos he had to film his drama .... wookie keep winking at me non stop .. haha ... nothing goes wrong ... but when we watch the winner stage .. damn god ... when leeteuk start to gif speech ... he start to cried .. i saw it and i start to cried tooo .. i cry infront of wanying friend... i cant control myself ... cr untill my eyes red red ... after dat heechul gf his last speech ... leeteuk break down on the stage ... wahhh ..teukie arhhh .... i'm sad ... heechul tear already gonna fall soon but he keep endure ... but we still cans ee his tearful eyes .. i believe ELF crying all over the world ... haish .. i cant imagine sep1st ... will i cry in the sch ... damn god ... i might break down at home ... damn god ..otoke .. and ya .. i didnt study today ..holishit ... play all the day ... arh .... say back to my driving today .. haha ..after dat they teach me how to go ntu by expressway ... so inde car got ahhao sis-inlaw and bro .. three instructors .. haha ... they kep saying me tat i too nervous.. haha ... cos long time nv drive liao .. 2weeks haha ... :) ..den ya .. de road very easy lo .. heex.... den we went back to ahma hse and eat .... just now we play games using our itouch/ipad/iphone together .. so fun... driving car ... i know how to drift laio lo .. like a pro .. haha ... hmm .... later shld i start CA??? hmmm ... heechul ....

uhooeli

2011-08-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

yea ....ytd is a long day ... 8.30 to 5.30 school ... damn shag ... thank eunice to drive me to student service centre to collect my std card haha .. after school went to eliz hse ..... den we went to eat ribenchun ... and meet thiam joo too .. we took lots of photo .. haha ...after dinner we go clementi singsong from 11pm to 2am ... haha soo tired lo .. after back to eli hse bath and sleep ... till 10am .... eli mum bring meehoon for us ... thanks aunty ... den around 12plus thiamjo call eli and ask us whether wanna meet honglin , go eat mac ... yea ... saw him wif his botak ... haha ..and again he crap again .... soo funny laugh like siao in de mac.... i wanna eat cheese cake leh .. haha ... after tat went to jp alone ... go and buy my file paperclips ...den go etude hse ..actualli i onli want to buy nail pen pink,,, but got promotion lo .30% lo .. so i bought 3more colour haha ... one mate grey , one green and one sweet orange pink .. haha .... just finish watch strong heart .... and i gonna revise my work soon ... since ytd i didnt do any revision . feel so sinful lo .. hmmm .... kyuhyun say half of the member are dating .. i believe donghae , eunhyuk siwon and leeteuk got girlfriend lo .. i guess onli and of cos shindong .. haha .. donghae arh ... even though i know u are taken but ARH .... must xin fu ohhhhh ..:) okie gonna do my tutorial le !!!

tired

2011-08-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

tml shld be a holiday for me but , my grp mates say wanna meet tml ..so after tat 1hr math tut gonna go do our experiment .... how ii wish i can sleep at home .i need some nap and rest ... i really tired .. everytime doing tutorial soo many qns i donknow how to do 'solve ..feel very depressed .... den the thought of drop out flow thru my mind... just now went to bath and i cry .. i realli cant adapt uni ... too chim for me to study .... data structure kill me the most i realli doesnt understand anything ... gonna see my first semd result and realli haf to think whether i shld continue study or drop of ... wo zhen de hen lei le .... kpop + studies =tired.... how i wish i can enoy my weekend ..but it seems like i cant afford to use for free time .. i need to read notes re do tutorial to catch up my works ... wo zhen de bu xiang du shu le ... heng lei heng lei .....
tml gonna be a long day again !.... friday ealry morning gonna wake up ..... next week two days public holiday but after tat gonna study until very late cos of the make up lec ...... hope tml doing grp work will be fun enough ... pls make it fun ... arh .... bcos i cried just now now my nose is blocked ... running nose , no sick pls .. cant afford it ... hwaiting huishan ... jia u bah ....

tireed

2011-08-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

since start school i have been lately update my bloggy... fking stress fking tired fking donknow wad i am doing ... every day fill up with tutorial and lec notes ... everyday study till 12... i realli tired le ... in poly i nv stuy like this before just like i preparing my common test or major exam ... everyday must schdule wad tutorialshl i do today ..like a shit ... i still cant adapt to uni life.. everyday was like thinking ..when will drop out ... if i fail my core exma shld i re take or just drop out an go for work ... but thinking of arh ..my ahma want me study hard in uni.... arhh ..i tired.....

sunday nite .suju after inki some went to film dream team .... and wad ...!! donghae and yesung injured ..... yesung injured his spine and is like wahhh damn serious ... den donghae hurt his ankle and knee .... actuualy he gonna go taiwan today to attend the ss3 3D ... due to his condition he force to stay in korea ... and yesung hiash ..guys can u pls take more kare of urself ... monday mornin wanna to see any news abt yesung but what i see ..ARH ...KIMHEECHUL gonna enlist on sep1st ... is like damn god so sudden so fast ??!!? i tot leetuek say both of them will enter in 2012 ... mean ..ss4 no heechul?? and 2sep is SMtown in jap lo .. dman god .. afternoon more news of heechul is out .. reading .and i ust cried out .. omg ... i cant think what i do on sep1 .. sure break down at home ..ust like kangin enlist .. cry like no tml .. sad men .. last kangin also enlisr during suju 4jib promotion den now 5ji b heechul enter .. arhhhh .,,, heechul !!!!... thisfew days i might very low mood bah .. haish ... save me ..

sch

2011-08-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

tired .. i'm tired ... today lesson strat at 8.30 actualli it shld end at 4.30 but end up 5.30 ...cos i doesnt know how to do programming ... i sad ... thanks the lec for helping ..and ya meet a new friend ... call yingting ... she is an elf also ...ryeowook bias .. i so high dat i know she is an elf .. haha ..happy ... after sch chiong to jp but .... firstly i lost in S2 building ..holimama .. haha ... den waitin bus omg ... 10 179 ,,, i den able to go up ... shit ... cos we are the last two bustop in ntu campus .. hiash .... meet eli ... went for cheena food ... den shop around for lookin present for her friends .... reach home ..and start to do my part2 programmin ..this shld hand in by today bt haha .. tml after my tech comm i gonna join eunice class... hmm gonna end at 4to5 pm again ... i shld head to ahma hse bah den thurs go striaght to sch from ahma hse ..tml start my english lesson .. wish me luck ppl .. hwating huishan .. jia u .... everyone pin hopes on me .. i damn stress .. bleh... gonna do my physic now ...

studies stress

2011-08-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

midnight now !! i just revise my integration ... now gonna start my circuit analysis ... damn god ... haha .. just now play mahjong ..so soo much fun haha ... andy too funny .... cute ass..... tooday inkigayo hope suju oppa can grab trophy back .. uhoo ... i love how our oppa tweet with thier photo ... bro love lo ... soo many photo upload by hem this week ..love them all .. my itouch everyday changin phtoo lo .. hah a.. i need tt watch kbs kiss the radio subbewd and shimshintapa ... suju went to both radio on fri after music bank .. see some video ..damn cute damn funny .. i love thier live singing .. yesung oppa is too funny .. his sing likt no tml lo .. :) hmm ... today my san gu said to me something ... bcos ahkiat is back from china . den i heard that kiat tryin to looking for me in ntu ... arh back to topic .. my da gu told my san gu ... till now i still donknow why huishan will get into ntu ... u see her psle 183 olv 19 ... how come she cang et into ntu ... hmm ... i know my studies from young is not tat good ..yea is bad ... now i also very stress .. can i survive tru this few yrs ntu ..can i cope thier pace ... bless me ... haish ... i only some of my friend would think , bcos engineering easy to score mah ... tat why i haf good result u know business so hard so difficult ... ah arh ... engineering is easy ??!!?? hiash .... tat my life ... ppl look down on me ... yea .. i agree that i have bad english :( .. there fore business not suit me ... hiash .. don say le gonna revise le ..

sleepy

2011-08-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

today lec start at 8.30 ... ir each at 8.40 .. bcos morning before i leave my hse sudden stomach pain .. so went to toliet and shit .. hah .. therefore i'm late ..during every lec , i sleep half way tru .. i donknow why so sleepy lo .. if lesson start at 9.30 i wont get sleepy ..but when it start at 8.30 .. even second thirf fouth lesson all i feel so sleepy .. so cleppy.. so noon lec didnt attend and went back home and sleep to 4pm .. den pack stuff and head to aham hse .. watch music bank ... DAEBAK .... superjunior win music chart .. lalala .. haha ... tey promise to let yesung to show his breakdance ..but when yesung gonna dance ... kbs just cut it ..dat end .. is scream so loud that my ahma almost heart attack ..damn god .. i waitied soo long they just cut it off .. the encore is qiute short .maybe teukie oppa speech too long?? .. nt fair ... kbs i demand the full encore stage .. alway like att suju encore stage always so shrt ..dman god .... esung arhh ... i almost cry out lo .. how can like that treat us ... suju first award in music bank for mr simple .... de encore stage so short ,,, i hate u ... bleh ... they even cut short mr simple song .. they took away teukie rap .. return back to us !!! .. shit ... i hate u ... cut shrt soo many parts .. but at leat the backtstage interview is awesome .. bcos of oppa not u kbs ... heeechul keep doin suzy part behind enhyuk ... they even let kyuhyun take the mic and say few words... and yesung sing mblac song ... daebak sound so nice haha ... listen to mightymouse fiesta, nice song ..haha ... :)

waterfall

2011-08-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

today watch two episode of 2days 1night .. one of my favourite korea variety show .. tat epsiode is waterfall !!!... i donknow since when i love to see waterfall .. haha ... i see waterfall i will get excited haha ... hmm now revising my math ... lec is damn fast la ... gonna self study at home ... bleh .. hwaiting ... more module coming .. bleh .... tml 8.30 lesson wonder i will wake up on time mah .. hah a.. gonna ask my mum to wake up soon .. haha
today mnet countdown!!! superjunior make thier 4yrs comeback to mnet ... and they grab the award ..uhoo !!!.... first mr simple award..yatai ... tml will be music bank ... i hope they grab award again .. pls let them be the winner .. so oppa and us will be happy :) .... oppahwaiting .. huishan hwaiting

qet

2011-08-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

damn god i fail my qet .. my first test in ntu and i fail it .. holishit .. but i expected .. so is okie .. so gonna take an English module on Wednesday morning ... i almost cant wake up on time ... i expected to get out of home around 10.20 and i wake up on 10.10 am ... holishit .. brush my teeth and change my clothes and out i go .. lucky is on time haha .. after physic lec .. went to bought notes again ..a nd i saw the guy again jss guy .. a basket baller but i forgets his name ... after we go and find our tutorial class. cos haf to meet our mentor ..damn god ... my mentor is a angmo!!! damn god .. when he speak hi i justin .. i turn my head and see OMG !!ANGMO ..how am i gonna communicate with him .. haha ... he gonna take us for 3yrs .. if i have any problem i had to approach him .. damn god ... omg !!! .. haha ... after sch went to jp and bought my file and do my ntu ezlink card ... 8bucks ..gonna wait for email to ask me to go collect the card ... bleh ..
today i halp me aunt to do pedicure .. last Sunday i do my sis today i do my aunt ... i do the same design but wif diff colour ah ha ... my sis is grenn base with purple spots , den my autn is yellow wif green spots... i think is nice lo .. i gonna paint my nails like tat do . haha ... learn to do the design from youtube .....over there got lots of nice design haha ...

kids

2011-08-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

today 5pm go to dayi hse ..celebrate popo birthday .... and my dad ask me to drive :) haha ... so stress whenever he sit beside me :) .... safety reach dayi hse .... dabiaoge and erbaio ge reached ... so i play wif thier kids first ..den we went to eat steamboat .... yea ..golden mushroom is the best of all lo . ahah ..after eating ... play wif the kid for the wholeevening ... around around the house .. went to the small garden and run around .. haha... didnt wear slipper so our feet is damn black after dat climb up to qiqi room and wash our legs in the bath tub ..so cute ... haha .. after dat we use qiqi laptop and take photo ..till when went back to watch firework .. so left qiqi and me camwhore in her room haha ... till 7plus ..went down to haf our second round ..den 4th yi and er yi came .... babiesss!!again .... we got 2yrs old, 9months and 3months babies!!! .... i dn dare to carry the monthsss babies .. cos i scare i drop them .. haha ... arh damn cute .. i love to play wif the kids.... damn cute .... but he problem is gonna speak english wif them haha ... yea :) .... hmm tml sch again ... 1hrs lec pls mentor session den can go home ..2hrs total .... bleh ....

wake kite

2011-08-09T15:27:00.000+08:00

first day of school , three diff lec ...alike ael, em3a, enmec haha ... after school went back home and meet shipei to look for eli .... went to her grandpa wake .... around 9plus went back home again ... and 12am bring the kite and meet zhuhao eunice and ck ... haha ..went to jp dere fl ktie ..but no wind ... around 2 went to west coast eat prata ... de standard drop a lot .. so small so ex .. haha ... after dat went to west coast ... play flying fox and others haha .. after dat chat and chat till 3.30am ... and went back home ... when i reach home .. open de door , i saw my dad standing at the living room .... he damn shock .. and ask me where i go .. haha . so told him go fly kite and supper lo :) .. after dat he go watch his tv and i go bath and watch funshion and sleep at 5am ..and ii wake up at 12.20 pm ..haha..

simple

2011-08-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

ytd went to madai and visit ahgong and uncle .... yea ... my aunt craze on fishin joy .. omg .. i teach everyone the fishingjoy ..so they are lots richer den me .. haha ... and ya ..ytd able to drive dad cara while haha .. is liek 3mins?? from ahgong to unce dere ... haha ..short distance .. but my dad wanna me to drive too our dinner place also but my da gu complain dat .. i donknoe well the road plus is parallel parking so she insits not let me to drive okie lo ... gif back the key to my dad ... disliek her la .. her son can drive to anyone why i cant ..bcos i'm a girl?? new license ?? bleh .. dlan .... hmm contiunue on my superjunior comeback stage mbc , m usic core .. haha ... awesome guys ... is a blast ... but donknwo why i prefer musci bank one .. but lots of elf prefer music core ... hmm .. maybe they too colourful ytd .. haha .. now i learning dance step from wawa ... yea ... some part realli hard i need to practice my legs but i cant do it now ..cos i'm at ahma living room .... so i need to go home and practise .. lo .. haha .... lock the door and practise ... tml starting school soon ... omg ... 5 months of holiday gonna end soon ... hmmm ... in this 5months .. i complete my driving within 3months and get a driving license .a good achievement .. den able to go vietnam , genting and hongkong .. nice trip ... haha ... able to meet my girls , many shopping and gathering session ... now is time to study hard .. and i realli wish i can survie this 3years smoothly ... tat my wish now ... :)now gonna learn my mr simple now ..... superman lyric is totally awesome ... SUPERJUNIOR THE LAST MAN STANDING ...arh gonan say something ... i love our leader teukie bcos he damn caring for elf .. he bought 400 elf an icercream today.. who q-ing outside inkigayo today ... omo ... so sweet so caring .... teukie i gonna cry soon ..

superjunior comeback

2011-08-05T22:40:00.001+08:00

okie ppl ... i watched superjunior comeback stage today .. damn awesome ... one word ...DAEBAK .... i love superman more .. haha ... the lyric and the atmosphere ..damn cool .. first point , damn love the couple duet , when the three couple sing thier duet, first kyuand min .. i saw them and start to scream .. omg kyumin couple , after dat yesung and wookie also havin duet .. omg i scream more .... suddenly enhyuk start to rap , and i was looking for donghae and he just appear and rap also .. this three couple is damn cute ... omoomo ... second point .. teukie rap part .. they doing the star thinngy .. omo .. last few week they keep teasing us with the star photo .. today finally know wad it means... damn awesome i love that part too .... third point , the last sentences ... last man standing ... wow ... dat damn cool ... daebak !!!! .... but heechul darkcircle ultra dark lo ... :) .... hwaiting .. let talk about mr simple ... uhoo ... is cool again ... but enhyuk hair look funny ... he almost center parting lo ... when heechul pass him back the mic the camerea man just fail it ... haha .. thank heechul oppa , so enhyuk able to hand stand during dance break .. holi awesome ... :)jiang ... and wookie stop seducing me .. damn god ..i love his cuteness and sexyness ... killin me ... his wink melt me ...slowly melting in process..damn god ... brr... great job ....!!!!.. shindong look nice also ... :) my oppa are damn awesome ... elf too .... superjunior + elf ..=one big family ... love each other and ya .. today winner is 2ne1 but they didnt came so no encore stage, so suju take over thier stage ,,, leeteuk stood out and thank elf who went down to kbs .. he keep bow-ing adn wave .. he even walk down to the seat dere .. i love my leader so much .. i touched by his move . he care so much for elf , he alway bow over 90degree down , i respect himoppa .. he look damn handsome today .. !!!! jiang ..and ya .. i really wish to wipe thier sweat away lo ... they sweat liek crazy during performance ... sungmin kyuhyun shindong siwon ..deir sweat omo ... i looking forward tml comeback .. new superman and mr simple !!DAEBAK !!!

orientation

2011-08-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

today havin orientation .... thanks eunice for driving me to school ... damn many ppl lo ... many cheena .. haha .. we still able to wear ntu robe .. and the light out ceremony .. look awesome .. hah .. after dat went for lunch buffet ... after tat went back to auth another round of talk .. haha .. talk for the whole day lo ... but after the talk finsih ... eunice and i chiong home haha .. but i took sbs bus home ..cos she goin town ..not the same way ... rush home to watch kbs ..music bank .... :)

mr simple2

2011-08-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

since 2pm till now i keep spam ing mr.simple mv ... omg .. how crazy iam.. haha .... and this com auto shutdown 4times ... shit .. haha ... okie i shld stop watching it ..... gonna watch my 'all my love' ..haha ... stop letting ryeowook to seduce me heex... and ya ... shipei get her driving license .chukakimida ... !!! grats ....:) .. feel happy for her .. but she put me aeroplane today .. so we nv meet today ..but i promise yy tat before he enlist i need to meeet him once .. haha ... good boy ..t ml gonna go ntu again .. for orientation ... damn early la, 9.30am ... shit u ..so early for wad .... but lucky eunice able to fetch me ..heex ..thanks so much ..and i told her tml i gonna leave school ealry cos i need to chiong home to watch music bank .. cant afford to miss thier comeback ... tat time during sorrysorry i haven start to like them ... bonamana i miss it bcos i having attachment ... i tried to rush home but nope ... i even cried at the bus interchange cos i didnt manage to reach home.. how silly ... tears keep flowing out lo ... haha ... look so stupid first time crying outside lo ... so tml i must diedie reach home on time to watch .... today press conference siwon said ... he will not wear the outfit of the teaser photo during perf, omg ..sure , if u wearin that i might laugh till death ..haha how can u wear that and dance .. i will laugh loudly ... so glad that he not wearing it :) .... and the topic of enlisting is hurting elf too .. i don bear to send teukie and heechul to army ... i might breakdown ... i sure cried untill my eyes sore ... omo ... tat time boom and kangin i already cried.. i might breakdown ... haix..cant imagine taat day lo .. omo .. elf all over the world will cry like me ... omo .. cant think of it le ... nono ..andeh ...

wanying told me ..she bought me a belated present .. haha ... i think she bought me donghae version of mr simple ... i donknow ... she say i will happy to death .... hmm... and something link with superjunior ... and i told her today ... ryeowook gonna push donghae down soon or later..and she said ... better stick close wif donghae ...heex.... ... omo ..donghae still nuber 1 la ..ryeowook 2nd ... kyuhyun 3rd... omo i need to arrange my bais list ...

mr simple

2011-08-04T16:45:00.003+08:00

mr simple mv is out .. fking awesome ... omg ... is damn nice .... everyone look fkin shuai inside .... even shindong look damn shuai lo .. omoomo .... and ryeowook gonan overtake donghae anytime .... he sexyness in this mv omoomo ...is killing me ... his 'alright ' is too seducive for me .. he keep seducing me non stop .. omoomo ... 1) leeteuk , the first line HEY! MRSIMPLE ! is hawt ... u make me wanna be a mrs simple now ... haha pls call me mrs simple this month ... 2) heechul, omo oppa ur hair i cant take it ... too man too curl for me .. haah ... and can u just move ur body ... haha ... u look like a heisehui ppl .. uhoo ...3)yesung , omo ur alright is killing me too , and many part too full of sexyness ... kill me pls ... 4)shindong, dong oppa .. u are awesome .. freaking shuai handsome .... more lines i happy with it :)5)sungmin , thank god for letting in the dance break and more lines..... i love his pink socks ..haha ...6)enhyuk, damn god ... ur breakdance handstand is totally awesome , jiang ... love ur blone hair day by day:) 7) donghae, cutie pie ... love ur dancing part ... damn cute but you haf to show more if not wookie is gonna overtake u baby fish .... hwatiing 8)siwon, the hottest guy in the world.... doin a great job in this mv too .... but wookie gonna overtake ur sexyness soon haas 9)ryeowook, wookie arh u doin the best in this mv... i love everypart..dance and sing ... great jobs wookie .. hwaiting ... love u soo much ... ur'alright totally killing me' .... 10)kyuhyun, kyugame is damn shuai in his solo .. his eyes keep seducing me..oh... dancin kyu appear again haas :)...
2.3hrrs .... i keep repeating the same video again and agin... too cool too great too awesome too DAEBAK !!! hwaiting waiting for tml music bank comeback .. i gonna sneak out of my orientation ..

kr bbq

2011-08-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

kr bbq i coming .. wahaha ... going wif elizabeth ... :) .... but i miss my tanjongpajar tat bbq .. i miss thier beef soo mch haha ..:) .. nvm ..must gif other stall a chance ... and i also wanna try west coast de .. cos my cheng hao oppa say is great also ..heex......
i wanna go kbox also .... who wanna fulfil my dream ?? wanna go before i start my school.since eli gonna help me to fulfil the korea bbq ...haahaha....:) ...nice one .. i hungry now

mr simple

2011-08-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

last night after the malaysia trip ... went back home ... and wads ... full album is out ... listen all de songs .. omg .. there are some songs damn nice ... haha ... mr simple!!!..... after dat gonna sleep cos today morning havin english test haha ... yea gonna say something ... i dreamt of superjunior !! .. oh my is like damn close .... skinship ..wahhh ... i need more of this dream arh .. haha ... donghae hug me, and talk to me ... hi -five with ryeowook , den suddenli heechul appear in front of me ... walk damn near me ..damn god .... after dat i jiu awake le ... spoilt my dream .. sad .. haha ....
went back sch to have english test meet eunice ... wait damn long ... haha .. oh my i choose the topic of , something about choosing local or oversea unviversity .. haha ... i thnk i exceed the wording ... omg .. haha ..after dat eunice send me to jurongpoint ... buy food and went back home ... after finish de burger .. went down to carpark practise parking haha ... gt few ppl keep lookin at me ... but i feel dat i doin alright .. haha ... after finish my parking ..saw one lorry came into the carpark .. omg is dad ..hah a.. he gif me a face ... and ask me wad u doin here??!!?? .. haha ... but he nv say anything still ask me den how ur parallel haha ... still ask korkor to acc me go parking.. shit him la . i donknow him to teach me parking ..... keep kb me ..sad .. ahah ..

relationship

2011-08-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

uhooo ...

today .. my san gu and sis chatting in ahma room ... after awhile i went in to kpo ... talking about pregnancy stuff ... cos my sis is not very healthy ..after soo many years , she still cant have baby ... but those married cousin around us all already had babies .. every yr same qns during cny .. hiash ... .. so she said to me if u realli pregnant , no matter what .. just give birth ... no abortion ,,, i believe our family will help u raise the kid ... so i was thinking maybe wanying will pregnant first .... not me ...cos wanying more rebellious than me ... so they said the same things to wanying .. haass:) ... after that 9pm watch a taiwan varietyshow ... the topic is talking about when u get married will u gif birth ??? ... so today topic just surrounded with babies !!??!! ... will i haf babies in the future ?? hmm ... will i get a bf ?? will i marry?? hmmm ... i donknow ... i have been single for soo many years ... ppl ask why ?? no ppl tried to ask u out ?? ... ehhh .. but is true that in poly none asking me out :) ..den ppl will start saying , isit ur expectation too high?? wanna handsome tall guys? ehh ppl .. i really doesnt haf the thought that i want a handsome guy... i know how i look like ..i'm not pretty at all , haha ... see my ex got any of them are handsome guys?? no none of them is .. but i can say who doesnt like to see handsome ppl ??? i like to see but i wont go for it ... i prefer cute guys .. haha .. just like my 118 .. ppl keep saying me ... oh ulike tall , handsome guy high expectation... but no ..if u see my 118 ... he not handsome at all to me he is cute but to other ppl may nt think the same way as me ... he got large pores !! haha .. but he still look nice to me... he not tall ... maybe a bit taller den me or almost the same as me ... but he damn sweet .. i can say this .. i love the way he chatting to me :) ..sweet guys ... so stop saying that i only love handsome and tall guys .. haish .. those are just when i still in secondary childish thought ... . haha ...new relationship hmmm ... but i also scared of it ... bcos my last relationship was really a shit to me ... but i knew that time i really young and i really don know love..i don know how to maintain , don know what to do for each other .. how silly,so stupid .. haha .. now hmm don know how to say ...i don dare to accept a new relationship, but i still looking for ..doesnt had the confident of dating .. haha .. sometime will really think of hmm i want to in a relationship .. i need some sweet life .. i cant have such a boring life during my 20 .. but also i scare it will affect my studies... hia ya i don know la ... lets see wad will happen to me .. sad life happy life ?!? ... hmm ...

uhoo

2011-07-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

today went to tiongbahru market .. but my bro nv let me drive ... den my autns and mum ask why korkor nv let u drive ... hia ya ..guys alway like dat de lah .. they will nv let girl to drive them around .. just like my cosuin .... he nv let his mum to drive ... tml night gonna go malaysia eat dinner luh .. den i must go home cos tue got QET .. sad .... english test .. i realli donknow how towrite ... oh my .. wad tense wad formula how to paragraph how to brainstorm ... otoke .... holimama now ... shit ... fri got orientation but is suju comeback stage live lo .. maybe i gonna go home ealry ... gonna go home watch kbs :) ..tml is teaser day ..mv teaser ..oh my .. qiute excited ... lololo ... uhoo ... cant wait to see thier comeback stage ... uhooo ...

bd cele

2011-07-30T17:38:00.002+08:00

ytd ... meet my girls at town ... shopping .... and everyone bought something ... haha ... last moment den start to buy something ...if not shipei and eli gonna kill peipei and me ... haha .. :) oh ya .. during our shopping .. we enter a shop ... eli abd shipei went to try some outfit so i wait outside thier cubicle , suddenli the sales\girl ask something , are u chenghao cousin ?? i turn my head and see .. EHHHH ... very loud haha ..is chunyan . omg ... is her .. haha ... she said bcos i cut my hair so she cant recognize me ehh ... i cant recognize her too .. omg haha .. if she nv call me i realli donknow is her ... bleh ..didnt know she work in far east .. i tot she stay at home paly maple lo .. haha . cos she is a chiong-ster .. ... after dat sharon came , and some of them went to :)grab something to eat first .... den head to timbre ... actualli i know where they gonna celebrate my bd . haha ... i heard thier conversation ... haha ... i realli good at guessing .. just like that time eunice they all ... haha ... :) ... but i nv say out ... just donwant to spoilt the mood ... :) .. head to timbre .. lucky eli made the reservation :) thanks eli :) haha ... thier food not bad ... we eat creamy chicken pasta , duck pizza and buffolo wings .... and some drink .. they got me sex on the beach ... think it suit me haha .. cos not strong .. maybe they didnt add lots inside tat why mine not strong ... heex.... and we took lots of phtoo ... nice !!! and weeteng appear with a cake on her hands... ha .. :) ... thanks babe .. logn time no see jojo... and she realli damn slim arh ... and it made me wanna train my abs out .. realli ... swear i wanna my abs back on my tummy ... haha ... and look pretty too :) ... all my friend look damn pretty .. exceept that sharon tan .. haha ... she is a guy !!! ... omg ... after dat we head to singapore river to chill ... 11pm pp,jh sharon went off .. so left eli jojo sp and me .. chatting ... yea .. have a nice chat wif them ... :) ... around 12 plus .. send weeteng off ..sHHH... den eli sp and me took a night bus home .... 1.35am reached home ... bath and on tappy ... watch 20min drama and off to sleep .. cos my eyes lid turn heavy .. so ZZZzzZZZ... :) heex... and i wake up at 9am ... i sleep 6hrs onli ..donknow why ... actualli during noon .. i wanna go practice my parking ..but i sit at the balcony for awhile .. i keep see-ing cars enter carpark and made me fear to go down ... so i think i had to push it to next week better ,,:) tuesday is my english test .. i know my english not good ..arh ..otoke ?? sure fail oh my i decide not to study anything , i better take the english module ... is good for me :) yea .. otoke ??!! i miss my 118 soo much .. when i will forget abt him ... i guess not easy arh ..cos while driving i sure will think of him ..fk ... i siao laio ... i think too much ... haha ... i think i have been single for too long ... and i turn so like this ..bleh ... when will my next relationship start ?? but single also not bad ... haih .. i shld stay single no no no relationship for me.. not to hurt others and myself .. see my friends ... some time happy some time sad ... arhh ... remain single like now ... still can see shaui ge cute guy ... haha ... like now an lian some guys will do ... yea ... 118118118 !!! heex ... soon superjunior will make thier comeback .. and i guess i will forget abt my 118 soon ... bcos suju comeback plus school start ... yea ... so i shld not think soo much ... stopp notice about bikers and car in yellow . haha ... stopstopstop ..!!! ..
I LOVE MY GIRLS :)

de feeling

2011-07-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

oh damn it ... de feeling not good ... omg ... otoke ... wei se mo zhe yang neh .... i think ihaf been single for too long ..tian arh .... i hope next week when suje make thier comeback i will forgewt abt him .. haha.. so stupid ... yea .... later gonna go jp and haf dinner wif eli.. tml gonna go out wif them and shopping time ... and a gathering wif sharon luh... haha ... nice .. i looking forward .. i predict i will spend many mnay money ... haha .... gonna spend my days before i enter my uni life .. uhoo .. no much days left le ..and i haven do my revision on the essay stuff.... i need to do some english work arh ... arhhhh ... i need suju comeback nownownow .... gonna clear my mind and fill up wif my suju !!! i neded them now ... my god ...

sad

2011-07-27T19:27:00.001+08:00

he got girlfriend laio le la ... SAD ... i go cry laio ..sob ..

fabian

2011-07-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

today SM release siwon and heechul teaser photo .... siwon shock me de most ... damn god .... he just wear a boxer huh ?? ..omg .. haha ... but i diss at heechul phtoo .. no abs .. i waiting to see his abd .. bleh ..now left mv teaser .. SM i need it now ... bleh ...

today went to bbdc.. de last visit to bbdc ... and ya ... is my 118 again ... omg .... haha .. i damn happy ... omg !!.. today as usual scream here and dere haha .. i gonna miss him .. and ya i got his name .... oh my god .. haha ... arh .. now gont a kind of fall out in love .... shilian laio ... haha .. omg ... i will nv see him again ? i sad ... sobbbbb ....

now maple is not workin i cant play maple ... den hmm shld i watch funshion??? i miss him la .. shit .. i hua chi again

parkin

2011-07-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

is like very long didnt post anystuff ... haha ... today is a special and happy day .. i decided to post something related about today schedule .. :)

today went to bbdc to attend the extra lesson ... omg ... i didnt know is my 118 instructor ... when i saw him i freakin shock .and my mouth start to turn big .. bcos i start smile and secret laugh .. omg ... i cant hide my happiness haha .... he didnt wear his uniform ... omg ..black shirt black pants.. hah a... yea ... omg .. i was dman happy today .. i told him i wanna learn parkin .. but he say cannot we must go express way firrst .. but if we got time we can learn vertical parking too .. so we went out .. we took pie, aye, cte and pie back .... we went to town :) haha but not shoppin time .. i freakin happy and as usual i keep making noisy while drving .. haa screamin here and dere ... uhoo ... we talk lot of stuff ... he is 84born so is 6yrs older den me .. bt i didnt ask him whether he is taken .. haha .. i too shy ....he had a sister ... he owns a car and a bike .. :) ... so we went back gombak to learn parking ..enter a multi storey carpark ..learn parking ..sudden he ask me to keep left to a yellow car ,,, so i turn besid e... i tot it very close i start to shout EH ... he say not very close actualli den suddenli a honk sound is heard and i start to EH again ... i look at him .. how come got sound ... haha .. he smile and say ... bos i tap de horn of my car ... arhya ..he ask me that yellow car look nice? i told him noope ..and he say that mine car .. holimama .. haha ... :) .. he tap de horn just to scare me ... bleh .. how bad ... arhh ... he not shuai not tall . but he very cute arh .. omg .. tml is my last lesson and i realli hope tml will be him againn .. i lookin forward to tml lesson ..haha ... pls .... let him be mine ...... instuctor :) .. haha ... 6yrs age gap lo .... omg ... i have crush on him since the 1st lesson he wif me ... otoke ... i gonna miss him much ... bleh ... long time no this type of feel .. heex... i extremly happy today :)

wenhao

2011-07-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog any stuff .. busy on my maple and dongyi ..yea dong yi ..de emperor is damn cute la .. ahah .. and ya later on gonna go wenhao hse and celebrate his birthday den ahead to rebel .. haha ... clubbing again .. my third clubbing session this yr .... i not a clubber anyway .. haha .. omg i miss dongyi soo much .. i gonna go dl it and watch it .. haha ..cos my ahma now is watchin at her home .... i miss that episode le la .. bleh ..... and ya .. i get into ntu ..holishit ..wish me luck dat i can survive tru out lo .. haha ..

thursday gonna go back to ntu to haf checkup as well as handin up my tution grant stuff .. and my cpf stuff .. bleh .. i'm so busy lo ..a nd gonna start readin my engineering note and english stuff ..cos i gonna take english exam soon .. omg . i sure fail de la ..saian

sis birthday

2011-06-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

today is my unnie birthday .. she treat us go imm and eat pepperlunch and chuiong to jurong safra to have a kbox session .. believe she spent over 300to 400 bucks today uhoo ..sing a lot of song .. and yep .today i sing well lots of hihg pitch can went up ..but still got few also cant get it la .. haha ... eat swenson icecream cake too ... went back home and eat dinner .... tml gonna go home and pack my stuff and also lok at the SIM contract arh ... ntu appeal letter why not here yet .... haish .. i think i raelli go sim study laio la ..sad .. haha ..and eunice told me she wanna go NS lo ... she merit hodler and ntu nus accept her .. but she say go in first den come out and study uni ..wahhh ... big dream she haf .... higher paid ..hmm ... haf manicure seeesion again at ahma kitchen haha .. paint my finger into orange ..... wif pearl and crystal mix .. uhoo ... and ya i watch tong yi also .. haha .... wif ahma .. chiong chiong chiong loo .... now 11.40 .. my ahma still watchin tongyi lo ... but my ep678 not yet watch leh .. now ahma chiong untill 18 laio .. i gonna chiong in de mid night luh .. haha ...

chiong

2011-06-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

chiong maple ... uhoo ... train untill my hands feel pain lo .. haha .. finalli gonna reach 70 ..fnali .. uhoo .. wed night is ladies night ..went out to have fun wif shipei and eli .. haha ..dance whole night .. is fun .. and shipei say next outing will be rebel ..uhoo .. haha ....

this noon went to jurong point ... buy panties .. haha .. and some crystal and a new nail polish .. haha ... new colour luh .. haha ... :) ... sunday gonna have a manicure session ... tml kbox session .. my sis birthday ... haha .. den monday uhoo hongkong here i come .. sunday gonna go home and pack my stuff lu .. haha .. i wanna buy new luggage!!!!!!!!!!

ran

2011-06-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

ytd my ch oppa tell me ... wanna restart aran ... wahhh ..we train to lv 70 laio ..he den told me this .. so bo bian ..we retrain aran looo .... haha ... omg .... gonna train like shit again laio la .. ahha ... uhoo .... this few days ..eat soo many bazhang ... haha .. today two also :) uhoo ... ytd is papa day ... we go vivo reat steamboat jumbo JPOT ..i take tomyam, dad take bakuteh mum take herbal ahma take fishhead, bro take normal sis take laska .. haha ... i love beef and thier seafood ..and of cos my baicai and golden mushroom ..uhoo .... total ..per person around 30plus .. uhoo ..... haha .... after dat shop vivo awhile .. and i walk in face shop again .... bought black nail pen and two nial colour ..uhoo .. haha .. new colour ... and my gan ma .. bring one paper bag to me ... and got superjunior M photo on it .. wahh .. i jump up lo .. haha ... so clever .. it realli look like a meerch haha ... uhoo .. inside got lots of nail colour ..she say sunday will help em paint my nail .. so i can look nice in my hongkong trip .. i cant wait for my curry fishball lo ..uhoo .. hahah .. :_

review

2011-06-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

my third day of applying the bioessense sleeping mask .... everytime when applying ... can feel the pain ... den some red spot popping out ..but after a while the pain feel gone ... when u in aircon room u will feel cooling .. but everytime i apply, i will be in the living room watching drama show to 1am .. haha .. by that time , the gel on my face already almost dry ... so when i on bed, lesser stain will left on the pillow .. morning wake up ... will find some white thinggy on face .. haha ... the dry peelingstuff ... but i don feel any special when i wash my face.. haha .. but shipei say is awesome ... nvm .. i gif this thinngy few more days ... :) haha ...

last lessson

2011-06-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

my last driving lesson .. but i still book two more lesson before my tp ... gif myself more confident .. hope ..take one tp will do lo .. fighting :) haha ... after bbdc ..went to addest to take my paid /.. h aha ... i today den rmb why this month no workshop .. oh . is bcos now is juneholiday ... arh ..no wonder ... primary sch all close ... haha ... i forget abt this arh ... yea .. and today many ppl ask me .. wah u cut ur hiar arh .. haha lots fo comment .. like u striaghten ur hair ... mushroom hair .... u cut ur hair arh ... u not pain meh, hiar soo long den cut it away ... bleh bleh ..bleh .. ahaha ..:) ... and now i watching running man .. oh my .. kuangsu and haha buhauhaa ..so funny .. haha ..

118

2011-06-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

today bbdc ... wahhh .... at first 118 walk past me .... wahh ...make butterfly lo .. haha ... den when practise in circuit .. i stop behind 118 ... wahhhh .... i look at him he look at me ..wahhh /... make me sercet laugh .... omg lo ..wahhh ...make me so happy today ..wahaha .. tml hope still got chanve to look at him again wahhhhh .. haha ... :) ... i start to play maple again .... help ahhao .... lv one lv .... uhoo .... and i start to watch new hk drama show .... my favourite actor and actress lo ..uhoo ...

insidous

2011-06-13T12:17:00.000+08:00

finally iwatched insidous alone in the living room ... haha ....actualli not scary ... haha .. but still got some part make me shout out haha .. but not very long bu ..still okie .. another horror movie i watch alone ... haha ... first is the final destination ... haha ... gonna build my gut arh ... some say insidous lscary some say nope ... so i decide to take the courage and watch ... oh my haha ... but i don dare to make full screen.. haha ... some time put in full screen mode .. sometime i turn half of my screen ..like now .. half of insidous half blogger .. haha ... cannot .. cause i watch alone arh .. i don dare to full screen .. haha ... so wad is my next horrormovie ?? uhoo ... last night my cousin ask me ..... since u look so free .. help me play maple la ... haha .. so i gonna play maple soon AGAIN .. haha ...
i predict ny oppa still in paris ... yea ...feel goood tat my oppa finally hav a small break again .. haha .... hope they can relax and have fun .... oppa have fun over there and return korea safety .. and make a DEABAK 5jib ... hwaiting hwaiting

short hair

2011-06-09T21:12:00.000+08:00

after 4yrs i cut short my hair again ... haha ... bang!!! .... xiaolangguo realli cut the sma ehair of jessica saix .. wahhhh ... haha .... heard some praises some bullshit .. haha ... i wonder wad will happen to my hair if i wash my hair tml ..... i sure it will not look like today ... sure curl here curl dere laio lo . omg .. haha .... bleh .... and many ppl comment on my hair haha ....:) ...eunice ask me out again ... to USS .. wahaha .... wif peipei and sam .... so shld i tag along .... bleh ..... by the way i dislike my instuctor ....a chinese old man .... so strict .. nvsmile at all saix ... i still prefer malay ones lo .. haha .. and of cos my 'jino' instuctor ..didnt saw him for one week lo ..s ian .. haha .. and ya .. i saw jaq in bbdc ..she seem a staff in bbdc now ... but we didnt say hi to each other .. donknow why ... qiute awk lo .. donknow whyhaha ... :) .. prefer jasmine ..

stage4

2011-06-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

start my stage 4 le ... soon gonna book my tp :) yea ..aha .. every thing is doin fine .... yea .. thanks arh ... tml bbdc again //plus cutting hair lo .. uhoo .... still not sure is trimmin or cutting lo .. very madun ... bleh .....

today zhu hao and kiokann went to tekong lo ... haha .botak man .... tml is wangchen looo ....

now apply my new choco mask ... wow the smeell so sweet saix .. haha ... yea apply eli gif me tat viatC... oh ... the two peice all used laio haha ... nvm i still got my choco and rose mask ... uhoo .... love my beauty diary .. is bcos the smell lo ..so nice haha ... and every time got lots of essenc left behind ..... NICE !! hhaha ... but my shoukder still burning ..... haish ..... get well soon haha ...

A2

2011-06-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

mon and tues..went out wif A2 peeps... and i burnt..... mon we went to sentosa ... de sun not that hot .but i'm the only one turn black first..... and there arelots of new shower cub to bath with ... clean and not far from the beach .. haha ... after dat went back to vivo .ck went to eat his burger and he went off to work .. den other we went to eat korea bbq ... damn awesome ... they pla kpop song and thier beef omg ..sweet and tender lo .. nice ... haha ..a nd we try thier beer and rice wine.. omg .. i realli cant take acohol drink ... bleh .. i mix the rice iwne wif the coke .. haha .. and is taste nice lol ... :) ...

today we went to swimming ... at je complex... and now i realli get burn .. my should damn red ...and i applied sun block lo ... but other they turn red and itchy .. ahah ... but i still tio burnt!!1... ouch men ... i feel so warm now .... hope i will feel better tml cos i have driving lesson tml and thursday .. lo.... tired arh .... but is fun haha ..... and eunice brought her ipad 2 along.... i love to play knot .. haha ..soo fun ... and fishin joy is de lastest trend lo .. today i caught 3SHARKS at a go ... feel so shiok ahah a:) ....and using her ipad ..we took lots of photo ... unglam photo too ..soo funny .. realli havin lots of fun ....

yesung

2011-06-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

after watching immortal song2, everytime i see yesung .. i feel so sad... i love jonghyun voice too but ... i think i love yesung song better ... flawless.. but jonghyun win over him ... this make me stop watch immortal ... i almoost cry out ... yesung .. poor guy ..since debut, he alway sing but he nv shine .. fate just like ryeowook ... in suju yesung alway touch me the most ... ryeoowook i like his voice ..cos is sharp very special and for kyuhyun is smoothin side .. yesung has very deep voice and wahhh so man .. haha /// ... but after watchin immortal i realli feel sad for yesung ... he must be very hurt inside ... arh .. poor oppa .. haish ... i hurt too .. is too exciting ... i even use earpiece to listen the first round ... but in second round when i saw how yesung lose to jonghyun i stop watching .. too cruel to see my love ones to be kick out .. realli icant take it lo ... and how yesung feel at that moment ...too much pressure lo ... don stress my oppa i kill u arh .. see my oppa schedule so full .. preparing 5jib , den now fly indo, fly jap, fly taiwan fly paris ....within one week?? .. stop it SM!!!!

bday

2011-06-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

just now chatting wif my sis and aunt ..den one of my aunts ask me wad i goin to do for my birthday ... ehhh ... chalet .. but i check now onli left east coast and pasir ris chalet left .. but is like no good de leh .. don like .. so maybe i shld call my sis and told her i don want open chalet laio ... sad ... maybe dinner will do bah ... don expected big event le .. 21 .. hmmm let treat it as a normal bday ... KBOX AGAIN !!haha .. yea .. cool right ... saio ... i have celebrate my birthday at kbox for freakng many times laio lo .. haha .. :) ... realli lots of year laio :) ... maybe celebrate seperately ... steamboat at home den dinner wif friends.. yep ..shld be okie le... dat all .. i don want to plan alio ... family eat at home i very happy ..as for friend ... got happy don haf also nvm ... :) .... all the blame on me arh .. for not askin my sis to book chervons ealier .. haha .. my fault .. holimama .. haha . cant blame laio .... eat at home bah :) ....
tml goin sentosa?? den tuesday go swimming ..eunice ck and zhuhao wan me to turn black arh ..sad ... gonna apply lots of sunblock lo ... bleh ....

A2

2011-06-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

went out today wif A2 peeps .. haha .. went to eat xin wang ..ck favourite den eunice wangchen came and meet us.. den start to walk around and bought my roxy slipper at OC.... after dat went toeat cold rock ?? ice cream ... i gonna haf phobia of icecream soon ... too creamy .. i miss yogurt icecream o ..... after dat willie came ... chat and send ck to his work ..den head to PS again .... eat pasta mania ..eunice treat me lo .. hah cos we hare .... zh say maybe later goin out again .. haha .. night out again .. my panda eyes coming ut soon ..la ... i need to go ahma hse arh .... mon and tuesday goin out wif A2 again ..haha .... cos zh also gonna turn botak too ...

outin

2011-06-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

ytd mornin went to bbdc .. yea clear my stage 3 .. ytd is a yyoung instrucotr but not my 118 .. and my 118 park just park beside me onli lo .. i sad ... haha .... i need to improve vertical parking ...haha ..after dat went to SIM to meet weihao and peipei .. to get my management course..after dat went home ...... night ..zc ask us out for supper ....go chomp chomp eat.. haha .. qiute fun ... crap around ... got zc, kiokann ech, thomas, wenhao , kangliang macq... 1plus went home ..but on the way .. kana road block .. 2am ...checking IC lo .. wad the fk ..first time lo ..heng we nv drinkk any alchol ... yea ... but everycar pass beside us ... keep lookin at us lo ..haha .. reach home at 2.15... thankkiok ann for ac me to the ift ... haha ... few more days he gonna turn to botak!!! haha ..thanks guys .. is FUN:)

shock

2011-06-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

heard a shocking news. haha ... btw i just submit my appeal for ntu .. den tml goin sim to apply course wif peipei ..maybe same course with me luh .. haha ... later gonna go home and prepare all my document ... yea ... haish .... at least don need to wait for another yr.... that my life ... gonna study ..and hpe to grad from U... just to achieve my ahgong dream ... jia u bah :) ....
so shld i cut my hair ... one more week to let me think of it .. haha ... aneong

hair

2011-06-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

should i cut my hair.... haish .. semo ban .. abit se bu de.. but also i scare i cut le not nice ..leh .... since last yr i already wanna cut this hairstyle ... yea .. is jessica .... is a old hair style for her ..but is a big steps for me lo .... 4yrs of long hair .... now erm .. and my ahma shld nag at me also ... haha ... cos she love my long hair ... semo ban ..shld ic ut .. ppl gif me opinion ... so i got the courage to cut my hiar << something like this hair style .!!!..

chalet

2011-05-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

weekend went to chalet ... yea .... nothin special .. and ya ... ech drive me home ... is like vroom vroom lo .. haha .fake sportcar !!! second time i sit on a fake sport car.. freakin fast lo ... 15min to reach from east to west .. ahah... but half way i fall asleep ..haha ..cos tooo tired la ... left zc and yanghan at the chalet poor guys .. haha ... the last night is soo tirring .. and tear up donknow why ... too many things ... hiash .... i just cant gif any reason for him . and so sorry that if i hurt u before .. haha ... poor thing lo .. all thegirls went home and no one helps me .. and ya those rats realli freak me out ..and i keep scream around .. haha ... hide behind thomas ... haha ...

they realli think a lotf of the past ... how in mature am i .. haha ... they just non stop poke my pain ..dat black dots...ssss....... and that time realli young wad .. ask me wad guy i want ..sure say everything good right ... haha ... now i onli want leedonghae la .. haha ... so bad that the guys keep saying me about how crazy i saio -ing idol ... if i didnt sioa any idol ..how boring can my life be .. say truthfully ... i have no friends... and also i dislike goin out ..cos ilazy ... if i nv sioa those idol, my life just rot at home ... how boring can it be ... and ya suddenly rmb my favourite line in sec sch life ... 我活在自己的世界里.. when ever i say this laoda keep kb me .. haha ... yea ... i stay in my own circle ...now i wanna find someone to help me on my appealing .. 50 words i donknow wad to say lo .. sian ... no one wanna helps me .. i gonna seek help from my sis le .. ah ji help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ryeowook voice melts me .... insomnia~~~....

suay

2011-05-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

after graduation i feel fking suay and troubled , first i being reject by ntu , rubbish reason ... fail me at the last week ... shit u ... second i thinking of continue to study or work first .third i fail, and let down my family member i feel fking sad, fouth laptop sometime good sometime bad, fith sat bad headache sun mens pain.sixth block nka for some reason , i already del away his msn and contact num . YEA I'M XIAO QI SO ?.. three days onli and i feel my life not interesting meanin-less.... later chalet .. i feel tat i might not goi ng to any next class gathering . everyone seem they don want meet each other .. den tat fine .. the chalet is getting smaller and smaller .not like the past... is fun .... i think this sld be the last secondary chalet tat i will attend ..too many unwanted ppl to meet ... since they don want to meet and i also don feel like meeting u again ....
pls don gif me any bad shock anymore ,, i might break down soon ... maybe i shld find one day and hide under my blanket and cry ... to relieve myself ....today is my ahgong death anniversary ... many thought just pass tru ... i am sorry ahgong .. let down every one hopes... i just hope i can go back to sec and poly days ... so i can brush up and do well for my english , do well in my mpi ,dsda and IS ... now i'not a student , not a working adult... just rot and spend all the saving that i have... and slowly die ?? .. haha ... hmm after driving i shld go and search for job... i cant rot and depend my ahma anymore .. time to be an adult ...
everyone might think i'm cheerful all times. but i can be very emo like now .... cos they alway see me laugh ,smile on my face... but i alway cry on my bed,toliet .... arh .. emo day ... maybe is bcos mens came , and change my mood ... mood swinging day start ... one week to swing around ~...

pain

2011-05-28T12:38:00.000+08:00

ytd night suddenly headache ... so pain .. no panadol so apply lots of medi oil and sleep ... around 9pm .. so ealry lo .. haha ... now feel better .. but i found out dat mens come and look for me laio .. damn i t.. now mens cramp .. wahaha .... how suay am i ..after my grad day ..i feel so suay .. fking suay .. ytd search nets, look interest place of macau .. haha ... after dat head pain pain le :) ... and now i still haven pack my stuff for later chalet .. haha .. gonna go home around 4pm bah ... heexhheex.and also apply back my crystal back to tappy .. poor tappy ...

finally suju-m end thier taiwan promotion .... today they taking plane to malaysia ..to have a free concert .den fly back korea... yea .. mean dey goin to prepare thier 5thjib ..yeayea ... i realli hope kibum will be back ... oh dear i wanna go shit laio haha ..aneong ..

grad

2011-05-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

ytd was my graduation day .. thanks ahma, mum ,shipei , peipei thomas .. haha ..take lots of photo .. thanks guys ... after dat went to eat dinner wif zc thomas qw shipei peipei and thomas mazi and zc brother .. haha ... my legs damn suan .. all day wif heels ... again ... gonna ban myself from wearing heels again ...
today went to redhill .... after dat went to sim lim to collect my laptop... i try .. is workable but when i went home ...omg ... fan error again ..holi shit .. weh ..call back tot hem and they told me to return to them again.. i realli feel like crying ... and ahhao call me ... so told him to drive me to simlim ... haha .. yea he say after his work he come and find ..kamsahamida ... realli so thanks lo

yea

2011-05-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

currently facial time haha ... hope to have better complexion ... hwaiting ... went to unity pri this two day ... teach pri sch kid ... uhoo .... but they are too noisy luh ..clara and wenxian shout untill goin to lose voice haha .... yea ....
tml shipei and peipei will attend our grad ceremony haha ... rmb to clap hand for me !!uhoo .. haha ..and ya .. i think i had to skip de ME party ... shld be goin to haf dinner wif shipei and zc dey all... uhoo and chalet coming too !!! ... hmm yawn i tired ..shld go and sleep now ..if not ttml my panda eyes turn darker .. bleh ..... yea ..graduate-ing ..photo time ... and glad dat ahma goin too ...

siwon

2011-05-21T13:45:00.002+08:00

today my aunt told me something about suju-m .. she say ,,one of the member say thanks to china fans instead of taiwan fans... eh ..why so serious thing i didnt know about it .. i take a look at the newspaper ... excuse me taiwanese .. can u just improve on ur english pls .... ：“I'm so touched by the Chinese Family's love”。bcos of that word CHINESE mean china ?? chinese can also refer to u ,spore too,anywhere there are chinese race.. .. cos we are chinese ..if ther is a form asking about my race.... malay chinese tamil ... i circle chinese tat mean i come from china?? . stop being so sensitive ... pls ... omg ... bcos of this word..taiwan elf start to bomb china and siwon ... pls la .. wahlew ..and also cant he thanks china fan for thier care also ? die die must be taiwanese... doesnt mean that now they are in taiwan they only can say thanks to taiwan elf... not only taiwan elf worry about siwon health ... all around the world elf are worried too ..korea, sporea msia hk jap europe LA ...aywhere on this planet .... . bleh .. even though my english also not good ... i also know that ... shiwang ... oppa pls come spore ... don care them la ...poor siwon oppa ..after reading the news , i m so angry ... and i explained to my aunt ... haha ... just don want her to see my oppa in a bad way ... haha .. :)

news

2011-05-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

san gu .. just call in and say ... one of our relative just pass away ... she also a ahma ..heard is bcos she fall down den ... my ahgong also like tat pass away .... he ride bicycle den he fall ... he enter hospital and nv return home again ... ar my heart turn sour again .... last two months ago my ahma bestie yongzhen popo also fall in the clinic den legs broken . den sit on wheelchair ... few months also pass away .... is also sad dat ahma friend or relattve pass away ... cos she alway think a lot ..and she keep saying soon .soon .. hiash ... i just told her dont hink too much u better go watch ur 'niang jia' .. now her mind sure lots of thought fly around ... haish .... and me gonna attend funeral soon ... hmm ...

i need to go sim lim ..who wann acc me .sian ... no friend ..sian ..i don dare to go alone la ..... otoke ?? shld i go and pester my dad to drive me dere ...arh suepr lazy la ..

dye hair

2011-05-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

i dye my hair ///but it look like damn darker ..almost turn black lo ...wad saix ... haha ..nvm ... haha ... after dat went to bbdc.... oh man is rainin .. and i turn nervous ..ahah ... instructor keep say don scare rain only .. but the problem is i scare i cant see the road clearly ... and the thunder scare me often ... hah... today is parallel parking ... lucky the rain not heavy le ..able to get down the car ... haha .. i use 1hr to learn parallel parkin soo funny .. the first turning point i alway cant agar ..and ask instructor to lead me .. haha .. but in de end i pass .. lucky manage to done a nice one for him ..haha ... dat instructor .. i make his day .. haha ... thanks ar ..

finally

2011-05-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

finally i got the quotation from ibm .. but fk ..how come so expensive .... 150 for the fans den 240 for the man who come over to fix it ...tmd ... shld listen to my dad ..go sim lim and fix .. but no one to go wif me .. arh gonna call weihao about this ..hope he can acc me go ... but i also no time lo ...only weekend free onli ... or after graduation ..cos today driving lesson again.... den mon and tue got workshop den wed graduation .. arhhh ..... i dye my hair just now .my ah ji come and dye for me ..haha .. but ... ehh .. my hair colour turn darker lo look like black hair ... omg ... is not the colour i want haha ..nvm la ... maybe i birthday i go dye again and cut shorter .. wahhaa ... 2 more months to go ... hahah ... i still in coughin mode plus sorethroat ... get well soon pls ...

bleh

2011-05-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

tml is my first lesson on cicuit ... yea ... gambattemas .. haha .. and ya ..tml gonna go and buy my hair dye , transfer money to yanghan ... as well as buy some hair asses... for my graduation .. haha ... excited? i donknow but i only know i wan to take lots of photo .. hope i can take wif fong wahfu lo .. haha ... and my ex classmate .. i believe after tis .we wont able to meet le ... except ..eunice they all .. haha ...

and ya ... eli is on the plane now ... heading to korea ... fking envy la ... but hey hey hey ... i goinhongkong soon ..don sad haha .. i miss my curry fishball sooo much lo .. but i believe i will lai ang on the date we go hk ...sad .... gonna bring oppa and elf to hongkong .. finally both can go oversea .... yea .. shld i borrow lomo cam from my cousin as well haha ..

ytd we went to bukit indah and have dinner again ... den we head to jusco again ..and he make his mind to buy his lomo cam .. realli ... and i still lend him money lo ... ahah ... 150rm ... back to spore at 11pm ...den i eat my nasilemak haha ... nice ... and watch suju-m stuff to 1am .... shiok to the max haha ... i realli enjoy life saix ... sain .. but why ntu don want to accept me .. i super sad now .. sain ..

Sick

2011-05-15T19:38:00.001+08:00

I feel like going to fall sick ... My throat not feeling good . Hiash .... And tml I gonna call IBM . To send someone to my hae my fox my tappy ... I miss using my tappy so much . I can't update my itouch ..bleh.... My Ahma hse got lots of ba zhang :) later9pm I wanna eat another haha ... The world best ba zhang :) cos lots of ingredient yum yum . Than if next week I haven get my nut letter I think I gonna call ntu le .. Should I wait for letter or start appealing . Than hash should I dye my hair

eunice

2011-05-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

ytd we went back sch and take our robe .. fk .. size S is damn big la .. gonna exchange it on 25th before my grad day ..sian .. haish .. gonna wear other ppl wear before de ..sad life .. bleh .. haha ... bo bian .. i wish to get xxs leh .. haha .. i don like too big lo .. after dat we went to haf lunch at pizza hut ... .... after dat head to kallang ... go for arcade first .. scream like saio inside haha ..as usual lo ... den 4.20 went into ice skating ring ... yea ... as usual haha hold the rail all the way ... den zhuhao eunice qian qing take turn to lead me to the middle .. qian qing speed so fast dat make me scream all the way .. those ppl beside me keep lookin at me lo .. haha ... around 1hr later ... when i trying to look for ck .. the noob .. OMG... hefall on the floor ... omg ... those pro skater so far from me .. so i try to skate dere ... other ppl try to gif him a helping hand but ck too pain and reject them .. he keep sittin on the floor ..and make me so worried ..cos i cant help him anything .. try to wave at eunice they all .... at last they reach ...a nd the staff too .. at last we bcome a paikai ... haha ..poor guy .... after the 2hrs skating ..we wentt to eat dinner den head home ... my palm and knees all blue black laio lo ... sad ... hahah ..

suju went to japan ..and promote thier jap single ... all the best to my oppa ...hwaiting .. haha :) ...

shop

2011-05-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

today is the so call'last lesson' on road... cos is stage 2 review ... next lesson will be in ciruit ...in school ... bleh ..and i ask the instruction so those stage 2 instructor wont teach stage 3? and he say YEA.. omg .. tat mean my cute instruction cant teach me anymore ..damn depressed.. damn it haha .. but today lesson aslo fun .. haha .. he let me drive bukitbatok to jurong east den clementi den pass ngeeann to bukit timah den back to bukitbatok den back to sch .. damn far he told me we ran 35km... fking far lo .. haha :).. fun ... improve a lot just now change lane still a bit bleh .. haha ..after tat weihao went to his warm up and tp .. and 3 plus he call me say he pass.. congrat .... now the onli thing is to wait graduation and army .. fk .. i realli depress that i cant enter uni .... i alway thought that i can enter ..but now no hopes laio .. no where to go .. fml ... super dulan ... why they took so long to reject ..why cant they reject me ealier ... now i missing in no where .donknow wad to do .. i shld enjoy my life first ..before entering anywhere ..hiash .. fk sad .... today ,meet eli .. went to anchor point G2000 to my long sleeves and skirt ... 19buck per item lo ..damn cheap ... after dat we took bus to vivo and shop for my shoes .. yea.. and we keep eating all the way to 9 pm .... haha .. keep eating and eating .. but we share food .:) .. hahah .. so is okie lo ..:) .. i spend 130dollars ... den tml eunice birthday ... gonna spend a sum of money again .. i broke soon ... bleh ... need moeny .. wahhaha .. 600 where are u ?

Sad

2011-05-11T20:55:00.001+08:00

Hiash every time weihao told me about uni stuff , I feel sad . Cos till now I haven get my letter and this week is the last week ... My confident from 80% drop till 5% . otoke I can't enter uni , I let down everyone hopes. I feel sad stress emo... I don know what steps to take le... Shld I go for work ? Or continue to study private uni .. But the fees is like freaking expensive I can't afford , I now very sad . Dear god If I want me to happy pls let that cute guy to be my instructor tml ,, pls .. I miss him . Wahaha ... And Wei hao say me fa hua chi ... Today I realize he look like SM the. Ballad that JINO !! Damn cute isn't HIM .. Haha . And tml is weihao TP all the best to him ... And my hong kong trip had set 27june . pls my third vacation wahaha ... Just freaking hope July can go Korea . I gonna go SPAO is buy all suju tee shirt .. Haha Eli going soon . But I don think she will help me buy , maybe she donknow what is SPAO lo ... I realli need to visit SPAO when I go Korea . Korea pls wait for me son be another Japan pls :) inpromise I will visit u soon ... Haha hopefully lo .... Hiash .. Can ntu letter come fast ? Hell or heaven ??!!??

pap

2011-05-08T14:58:00.000+08:00

yea watch the GE till3am ... holimama .. first time so into singapore election .. haha ... donknow how to say ... i seem to love pap soo much .. but my hse got a few opposition fans .. omg .. haha ... gonna bear with thier bad talk ..bcos i cant talk back.. hhaha ... ytd also heiren and fan wei qi wedding ..arh so sweet haha .... bless them ... 10 yrs not easy to walk thru .. :) thier speech also sweet .. i hope to see more news on them ..waiting for taiwan news... and ytd is ss3 vietnam last station ... tat is a open air concert ... at first .. they feel hot .. but at the end .. it start to rain .. poor guy they drench again ..and they tot it will not rainin ..but who know RAIN again .. every concert is raining heavily lo ... singapore station also ... two days .. two days rain .. and i drench like siao too .. cos too high ..run ain the rain ..and is a heavy downpour .. lol .. how crazy is me .. wahah a.. and they got one concert at china also rain heavily and it is a open concert too .. all the guys drench ... thus no lady hee hee ..at least vietnam lady heehee came out before it rain .. haha ..lucky viet elf ... i miss watching supershow3 ... awh .. i need a encore concert in spore .. haha ... and a SM town ..pls .. i need tat ... i willing to spend 2day overnight there .. ahha ... :) .... and leeteuk arhhh ... i don want to see u in hospital .. omg ..pls take good care good rest pls.... our poor leader ... less member beside him , still overload .. my poor guy.. oppa ... don get urself too tired can ? .. pls ... onegai...

busy

2011-05-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

the weathe of freakin hot...i told my ahma , shld i cut my hair shorter cos grad day is coming .. i shld trim my hair ... but she told me no u shld grow longer ... if too long than cut ..now don cut first // haha ... she forever want me to grow my hiar long long ... maybe i shld grow it .. if i cut short .ppl may think i am a boy ..haha ... bad memories haha .... so maybe on gradf day .. i shld go salon to perm my hair again ... just hope it can stay for the whoel days ... bleh ... feel like dying my hair..... but the timing seem very werid ... now dye ... hk trip is at end of june , den july my 21 birthday .... so when shld i dye my hair ... now ? hmm ... maybe i shld change my colour now den when my brthday i shld just go for the re -dye... hm.. so how leh .... and i still haven buy my shirt yet ..maybe i shld go eli hse during weekend before she go genting ... and after borrowing her skirt den we shld go out and search for my shirt and shoes.... haha ... shld ask shipei and peipei along? .. bleh .... next week gonna find one day out for a kbox session wif my mum side cousin ... den fri eunice birthday plus robe collection ... den tuesday my ftt ..wahaha .. i no confident on pass ftt ... i so long didnt touch the theory book .. i think i shld book two practice session before i go for my ftt .. yea .. shld go and book now .... now superjunior at vietnam holding the last station ofSS3.. tat mean after sujum goin back to korea ... suju 4th album will come out soon ... yea... long time nv see them standing together ..and i hope kibum will join in as well ... yea ... hmm... oh y ai haven fix my tappy yet holishit .. haha ... butr\ this few week busy leh ...

instructor

2011-05-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

today went to bbdc ..wahhh ... today my instructor is a young guy ..tmd .. he freakin cute la .. my vege saix .. haha ... omg .. i miss !! haha ... he very kind ...and sweet ... treat me eat ssticky ... i told him can i do more change lane ..he say okie so the last 1/2 hr we keep doin change lane ..and he still bring me to two new place... nice guys siax .. haha ... and i shock tat he told me he 20 ... 1990 born .. wad the ... same age as me .. and he already bcome a driving instructor ... den i look at his face ..wow tmd so young look and CUTE ..wahaha .. omg ...

today during dinner bcos the weatehr damn hot and stuffy i show my attitude to my aunts ..sorry ... but afte tat we went ahma house and play mahjong .... and we are fine !! haha ...

finally i can watch suju-m variety show ... after 4days of no internet .. yea ... ryeowook sungmin,kyuhyun and eunhyuk so funny ..but this variety all no siwon and donghae bcos they busy filmin skip beat .... i just freakin hope tat no kissing scene lo .. i cant see donghae to kiss any girl .. i will faint ... don let me see it pls....

waiting

2011-05-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

standby-ing .... waiting to 8plus ... ahead to boblay ... den take grassland coach to genting highland .... yea ... every thing is prepare just tat when i step out of the house, i gonna eat my pill first... now lookin at utube .... :) ... this week sujum got lots of show but gonna wait for the weekend le .. cos genting no wireless...sad case... even vietnam hotel also got wireless lo ... genting shld improve on this ... haha :) ... wish me luck .. safe trip hui shan :)