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31.5.11?

weekend went to chalet ... yea .... nothin special .. and ya ... ech drive me home ... is like vroom vroom lo .. haha .fake sportcar !!! second time i sit on a fake sport car.. freakin fast lo ... 15min to reach from east to west .. ahah... but half way i fall asleep ..haha ..cos tooo tired la ... left zc and yanghan at the chalet poor guys .. haha ... the last night is soo tirring .. and tear up donknow why ... too many things ... hiash .... i just cant gif any reason for him . and so sorry that if i hurt u before .. haha ... poor thing lo .. all thegirls went home and no one helps me .. and ya those rats realli freak me out ..and i keep scream around .. haha ... hide behind thomas ... haha ...

they realli think a lotf of the past ... how in mature am i .. haha ... they just non stop poke my pain ..dat black dots...ssss....... and that time realli young wad .. ask me wad guy i want ..sure say everything good right ... haha ... now i onli want leedonghae la .. haha ... so bad that the guys keep saying me about how crazy i saio -ing idol ... if i didnt sioa any idol ..how boring can my life be .. say truthfully ... i have no friends... and also i dislike goin out ..cos ilazy ... if i nv sioa those idol, my life just rot at home ... how boring can it be ... and ya suddenly rmb my favourite line in sec sch life ... 我活在自己的世界里.. when ever i say this laoda keep kb me .. haha ... yea ... i stay in my own circle ...now i wanna find someone to help me on my appealing .. 50 words i donknow wad to say lo .. sian ... no one wanna helps me .. i gonna seek help from my sis le .. ah ji help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ryeowook voice melts me .... insomnia~~~....

domo

Blogged @ 9:13 PM

28.5.11?

after graduation i feel fking suay and troubled , first i being reject by ntu , rubbish reason ... fail me at the last week ... shit u ... second i thinking of continue to study or work first .third i fail, and let down my family member i feel fking sad, fouth laptop sometime good sometime bad, fith sat bad headache sun mens pain.sixth block nka for some reason , i already del away his msn and contact num . YEA I'M XIAO QI SO ?.. three days onli and i feel my life not interesting meanin-less.... later chalet .. i feel tat i might not goi ng to any next class gathering . everyone seem they don want meet each other .. den tat fine .. the chalet is getting smaller and smaller .not like the past... is fun .... i think this sld be the last secondary chalet tat i will attend ..too many unwanted ppl to meet ... since they don want to meet and i also don feel like meeting u again ....
pls don gif me any bad shock anymore ,, i might break down soon ... maybe i shld find one day and hide under my blanket and cry ... to relieve myself ....today is my ahgong death anniversary ... many thought just pass tru ... i am sorry ahgong .. let down every one hopes... i just hope i can go back to sec and poly days ... so i can brush up and do well for my english , do well in my mpi ,dsda and IS ... now i'not a student , not a working adult... just rot and spend all the saving that i have... and slowly die ?? .. haha ... hmm after driving i shld go and search for job... i cant rot and depend my ahma anymore .. time to be an adult ...
everyone might think i'm cheerful all times. but i can be very emo like now .... cos they alway see me laugh ,smile on my face... but i alway cry on my bed,toliet .... arh .. emo day ... maybe is bcos mens came , and change my mood ... mood swinging day start ... one week to swing around ~...

domo

Blogged @ 5:01 PM

ytd night suddenly headache ... so pain .. no panadol so apply lots of medi oil and sleep ... around 9pm .. so ealry lo .. haha ... now feel better .. but i found out dat mens come and look for me laio .. damn i t.. now mens cramp .. wahaha .... how suay am i ..after my grad day ..i feel so suay .. fking suay .. ytd search nets, look interest place of macau .. haha ... after dat head pain pain le :) ... and now i still haven pack my stuff for later chalet .. haha .. gonna go home around 4pm bah ... heexhheex.and also apply back my crystal back to tappy .. poor tappy ...

finally suju-m end thier taiwan promotion .... today they taking plane to malaysia ..to have a free concert .den fly back korea... yea .. mean dey goin to prepare thier 5thjib ..yeayea ... i realli hope kibum will be back ... oh dear i wanna go shit laio haha ..aneong ..

domo

Blogged @ 12:38 PM

26.5.11?

ytd was my graduation day .. thanks ahma, mum ,shipei , peipei thomas .. haha ..take lots of photo .. thanks guys ... after dat went to eat dinner wif zc thomas qw shipei peipei and thomas mazi and zc brother .. haha ... my legs damn suan .. all day wif heels ... again ... gonna ban myself from wearing heels again ...
today went to redhill .... after dat went to sim lim to collect my laptop... i try .. is workable but when i went home ...omg ... fan error again ..holi shit .. weh ..call back tot hem and they told me to return to them again.. i realli feel like crying ... and ahhao call me ... so told him to drive me to simlim ... haha .. yea he say after his work he come and find ..kamsahamida ... realli so thanks lo

domo

Blogged @ 4:45 PM

24.5.11?

currently facial time haha ... hope to have better complexion ... hwaiting ... went to unity pri this two day ... teach pri sch kid ... uhoo .... but they are too noisy luh ..clara and wenxian shout untill goin to lose voice haha .... yea ....
tml shipei and peipei will attend our grad ceremony haha ... rmb to clap hand for me !!uhoo .. haha ..and ya .. i think i had to skip de ME party ... shld be goin to haf dinner wif shipei and zc dey all... uhoo and chalet coming too !!! ... hmm yawn i tired ..shld go and sleep now ..if not ttml my panda eyes turn darker .. bleh ..... yea ..graduate-ing ..photo time ... and glad dat ahma goin too ...

domo

Blogged @ 11:50 PM

21.5.11?

today my aunt told me something about suju-m .. she say ,,one of the member say thanks to china fans instead of taiwan fans... eh ..why so serious thing i didnt know about it .. i take a look at the newspaper ... excuse me taiwanese .. can u just improve on ur english pls .... ：“I'm so touched by the Chinese Family's love”。bcos of that word CHINESE mean china ?? chinese can also refer to u ,spore too,anywhere there are chinese race.. .. cos we are chinese ..if ther is a form asking about my race.... malay chinese tamil ... i circle chinese tat mean i come from china?? . stop being so sensitive ... pls ... omg ... bcos of this word..taiwan elf start to bomb china and siwon ... pls la .. wahlew ..and also cant he thanks china fan for thier care also ? die die must be taiwanese... doesnt mean that now they are in taiwan they only can say thanks to taiwan elf... not only taiwan elf worry about siwon health ... all around the world elf are worried too ..korea, sporea msia hk jap europe LA ...aywhere on this planet .... . bleh .. even though my english also not good ... i also know that ... shiwang ... oppa pls come spore ... don care them la ...poor siwon oppa ..after reading the news , i m so angry ... and i explained to my aunt ... haha ... just don want her to see my oppa in a bad way ... haha .. :)

domo

Blogged @ 1:45 PM

20.5.11?

san gu .. just call in and say ... one of our relative just pass away ... she also a ahma ..heard is bcos she fall down den ... my ahgong also like tat pass away .... he ride bicycle den he fall ... he enter hospital and nv return home again ... ar my heart turn sour again .... last two months ago my ahma bestie yongzhen popo also fall in the clinic den legs broken . den sit on wheelchair ... few months also pass away .... is also sad dat ahma friend or relattve pass away ... cos she alway think a lot ..and she keep saying soon .soon .. hiash ... i just told her dont hink too much u better go watch ur 'niang jia' .. now her mind sure lots of thought fly around ... haish .... and me gonna attend funeral soon ... hmm ...

i need to go sim lim ..who wann acc me .sian ... no friend ..sian ..i don dare to go alone la ..... otoke ?? shld i go and pester my dad to drive me dere ...arh suepr lazy la ..

domo

Blogged @ 10:01 PM

i dye my hair ///but it look like damn darker ..almost turn black lo ...wad saix ... haha ..nvm ... haha ... after dat went to bbdc.... oh man is rainin .. and i turn nervous ..ahah ... instructor keep say don scare rain only .. but the problem is i scare i cant see the road clearly ... and the thunder scare me often ... hah... today is parallel parking ... lucky the rain not heavy le ..able to get down the car ... haha .. i use 1hr to learn parallel parkin soo funny .. the first turning point i alway cant agar ..and ask instructor to lead me .. haha .. but in de end i pass .. lucky manage to done a nice one for him ..haha ... dat instructor .. i make his day .. haha ... thanks ar ..

domo

Blogged @ 7:53 PM

finally i got the quotation from ibm .. but fk ..how come so expensive .... 150 for the fans den 240 for the man who come over to fix it ...tmd ... shld listen to my dad ..go sim lim and fix .. but no one to go wif me .. arh gonna call weihao about this ..hope he can acc me go ... but i also no time lo ...only weekend free onli ... or after graduation ..cos today driving lesson again.... den mon and tue got workshop den wed graduation .. arhhh ..... i dye my hair just now .my ah ji come and dye for me ..haha .. but ... ehh .. my hair colour turn darker lo look like black hair ... omg ... is not the colour i want haha ..nvm la ... maybe i birthday i go dye again and cut shorter .. wahhaa ... 2 more months to go ... hahah ... i still in coughin mode plus sorethroat ... get well soon pls ...

domo

Blogged @ 1:58 PM

17.5.11?

tml is my first lesson on cicuit ... yea ... gambattemas .. haha .. and ya ..tml gonna go and buy my hair dye , transfer money to yanghan ... as well as buy some hair asses... for my graduation .. haha ... excited? i donknow but i only know i wan to take lots of photo .. hope i can take wif fong wahfu lo .. haha ... and my ex classmate .. i believe after tis .we wont able to meet le ... except ..eunice they all .. haha ...

and ya ... eli is on the plane now ... heading to korea ... fking envy la ... but hey hey hey ... i goinhongkong soon ..don sad haha .. i miss my curry fishball sooo much lo .. but i believe i will lai ang on the date we go hk ...sad .... gonna bring oppa and elf to hongkong .. finally both can go oversea .... yea .. shld i borrow lomo cam from my cousin as well haha ..

ytd we went to bukit indah and have dinner again ... den we head to jusco again ..and he make his mind to buy his lomo cam .. realli ... and i still lend him money lo ... ahah ... 150rm ... back to spore at 11pm ...den i eat my nasilemak haha ... nice ... and watch suju-m stuff to 1am .... shiok to the max haha ... i realli enjoy life saix ... sain .. but why ntu don want to accept me .. i super sad now .. sain ..

domo

Blogged @ 9:45 PM

15.5.11?

I feel like going to fall sick ... My throat not feeling good . Hiash .... And tml I gonna call IBM . To send someone to my hae my fox my tappy ... I miss using my tappy so much . I can't update my itouch ..bleh.... My Ahma hse got lots of ba zhang :) later9pm I wanna eat another haha ... The world best ba zhang :) cos lots of ingredient yum yum . Than if next week I haven get my nut letter I think I gonna call ntu le .. Should I wait for letter or start appealing . Than hash should I dye my hair

domo

Blogged @ 7:38 PM

14.5.11?

ytd we went back sch and take our robe .. fk .. size S is damn big la .. gonna exchange it on 25th before my grad day ..sian .. haish .. gonna wear other ppl wear before de ..sad life .. bleh .. haha ... bo bian .. i wish to get xxs leh .. haha .. i don like too big lo .. after dat we went to haf lunch at pizza hut ... .... after dat head to kallang ... go for arcade first .. scream like saio inside haha ..as usual lo ... den 4.20 went into ice skating ring ... yea ... as usual haha hold the rail all the way ... den zhuhao eunice qian qing take turn to lead me to the middle .. qian qing speed so fast dat make me scream all the way .. those ppl beside me keep lookin at me lo .. haha ... around 1hr later ... when i trying to look for ck .. the noob .. OMG... hefall on the floor ... omg ... those pro skater so far from me .. so i try to skate dere ... other ppl try to gif him a helping hand but ck too pain and reject them .. he keep sittin on the floor ..and make me so worried ..cos i cant help him anything .. try to wave at eunice they all .... at last they reach ...a nd the staff too .. at last we bcome a paikai ... haha ..poor guy .... after the 2hrs skating ..we wentt to eat dinner den head home ... my palm and knees all blue black laio lo ... sad ... hahah ..

suju went to japan ..and promote thier jap single ... all the best to my oppa ...hwaiting .. haha :) ...

domo

Blogged @ 10:36 PM

12.5.11?

today is the so call'last lesson' on road... cos is stage 2 review ... next lesson will be in ciruit ...in school ... bleh ..and i ask the instruction so those stage 2 instructor wont teach stage 3? and he say YEA.. omg .. tat mean my cute instruction cant teach me anymore ..damn depressed.. damn it haha .. but today lesson aslo fun .. haha .. he let me drive bukitbatok to jurong east den clementi den pass ngeeann to bukit timah den back to bukitbatok den back to sch .. damn far he told me we ran 35km... fking far lo .. haha :).. fun ... improve a lot just now change lane still a bit bleh .. haha ..after tat weihao went to his warm up and tp .. and 3 plus he call me say he pass.. congrat .... now the onli thing is to wait graduation and army .. fk .. i realli depress that i cant enter uni .... i alway thought that i can enter ..but now no hopes laio .. no where to go .. fml ... super dulan ... why they took so long to reject ..why cant they reject me ealier ... now i missing in no where .donknow wad to do .. i shld enjoy my life first ..before entering anywhere ..hiash .. fk sad .... today ,meet eli .. went to anchor point G2000 to my long sleeves and skirt ... 19buck per item lo ..damn cheap ... after dat we took bus to vivo and shop for my shoes .. yea.. and we keep eating all the way to 9 pm .... haha .. keep eating and eating .. but we share food .:) .. hahah .. so is okie lo ..:) .. i spend 130dollars ... den tml eunice birthday ... gonna spend a sum of money again .. i broke soon ... bleh ... need moeny .. wahhaha .. 600 where are u ?

domo

Blogged @ 11:37 PM

11.5.11?

Hiash every time weihao told me about uni stuff , I feel sad . Cos till now I haven get my letter and this week is the last week ... My confident from 80% drop till 5% . otoke I can't enter uni , I let down everyone hopes. I feel sad stress emo... I don know what steps to take le... Shld I go for work ? Or continue to study private uni .. But the fees is like freaking expensive I can't afford , I now very sad . Dear god If I want me to happy pls let that cute guy to be my instructor tml ,, pls .. I miss him . Wahaha ... And Wei hao say me fa hua chi ... Today I realize he look like SM the. Ballad that JINO !! Damn cute isn't HIM .. Haha . And tml is weihao TP all the best to him ... And my hong kong trip had set 27june . pls my third vacation wahaha ... Just freaking hope July can go Korea . I gonna go SPAO is buy all suju tee shirt .. Haha Eli going soon . But I don think she will help me buy , maybe she donknow what is SPAO lo ... I realli need to visit SPAO when I go Korea . Korea pls wait for me son be another Japan pls :) inpromise I will visit u soon ... Haha hopefully lo .... Hiash .. Can ntu letter come fast ? Hell or heaven ??!!??

domo

Blogged @ 8:55 PM

8.5.11?

yea watch the GE till3am ... holimama .. first time so into singapore election .. haha ... donknow how to say ... i seem to love pap soo much .. but my hse got a few opposition fans .. omg .. haha ... gonna bear with thier bad talk ..bcos i cant talk back.. hhaha ... ytd also heiren and fan wei qi wedding ..arh so sweet haha .... bless them ... 10 yrs not easy to walk thru .. :) thier speech also sweet .. i hope to see more news on them ..waiting for taiwan news... and ytd is ss3 vietnam last station ... tat is a open air concert ... at first .. they feel hot .. but at the end .. it start to rain .. poor guy they drench again ..and they tot it will not rainin ..but who know RAIN again .. every concert is raining heavily lo ... singapore station also ... two days .. two days rain .. and i drench like siao too .. cos too high ..run ain the rain ..and is a heavy downpour .. lol .. how crazy is me .. wahah a.. and they got one concert at china also rain heavily and it is a open concert too .. all the guys drench ... thus no lady hee hee ..at least vietnam lady heehee came out before it rain .. haha ..lucky viet elf ... i miss watching supershow3 ... awh .. i need a encore concert in spore .. haha ... and a SM town ..pls .. i need tat ... i willing to spend 2day overnight there .. ahha ... :) .... and leeteuk arhhh ... i don want to see u in hospital .. omg ..pls take good care good rest pls.... our poor leader ... less member beside him , still overload .. my poor guy.. oppa ... don get urself too tired can ? .. pls ... onegai...

domo

Blogged @ 2:58 PM

7.5.11?

the weathe of freakin hot...i told my ahma , shld i cut my hair shorter cos grad day is coming .. i shld trim my hair ... but she told me no u shld grow longer ... if too long than cut ..now don cut first // haha ... she forever want me to grow my hiar long long ... maybe i shld grow it .. if i cut short .ppl may think i am a boy ..haha ... bad memories haha .... so maybe on gradf day .. i shld go salon to perm my hair again ... just hope it can stay for the whoel days ... bleh ... feel like dying my hair..... but the timing seem very werid ... now dye ... hk trip is at end of june , den july my 21 birthday .... so when shld i dye my hair ... now ? hmm ... maybe i shld change my colour now den when my brthday i shld just go for the re -dye... hm.. so how leh .... and i still haven buy my shirt yet ..maybe i shld go eli hse during weekend before she go genting ... and after borrowing her skirt den we shld go out and search for my shirt and shoes.... haha ... shld ask shipei and peipei along? .. bleh .... next week gonna find one day out for a kbox session wif my mum side cousin ... den fri eunice birthday plus robe collection ... den tuesday my ftt ..wahaha .. i no confident on pass ftt ... i so long didnt touch the theory book .. i think i shld book two practice session before i go for my ftt .. yea .. shld go and book now .... now superjunior at vietnam holding the last station ofSS3.. tat mean after sujum goin back to korea ... suju 4th album will come out soon ... yea... long time nv see them standing together ..and i hope kibum will join in as well ... yea ... hmm... oh y ai haven fix my tappy yet holishit .. haha ... butr\ this few week busy leh ...

domo

Blogged @ 8:17 PM

6.5.11?

today went to bbdc ..wahhh ... today my instructor is a young guy ..tmd .. he freakin cute la .. my vege saix .. haha ... omg .. i miss !! haha ... he very kind ...and sweet ... treat me eat ssticky ... i told him can i do more change lane ..he say okie so the last 1/2 hr we keep doin change lane ..and he still bring me to two new place... nice guys siax .. haha ... and i shock tat he told me he 20 ... 1990 born .. wad the ... same age as me .. and he already bcome a driving instructor ... den i look at his face ..wow tmd so young look and CUTE ..wahaha .. omg ...

today during dinner bcos the weatehr damn hot and stuffy i show my attitude to my aunts ..sorry ... but afte tat we went ahma house and play mahjong .... and we are fine !! haha ...

finally i can watch suju-m variety show ... after 4days of no internet .. yea ... ryeowook sungmin,kyuhyun and eunhyuk so funny ..but this variety all no siwon and donghae bcos they busy filmin skip beat .... i just freakin hope tat no kissing scene lo .. i cant see donghae to kiss any girl .. i will faint ... don let me see it pls....

domo

Blogged @ 10:30 PM

2.5.11?

standby-ing .... waiting to 8plus ... ahead to boblay ... den take grassland coach to genting highland .... yea ... every thing is prepare just tat when i step out of the house, i gonna eat my pill first... now lookin at utube .... :) ... this week sujum got lots of show but gonna wait for the weekend le .. cos genting no wireless...sad case... even vietnam hotel also got wireless lo ... genting shld improve on this ... haha :) ... wish me luck .. safe trip hui shan :)

domo

Blogged @ 7:55 PM

i haven pack my facial wash and jacket yet ...bleh .. haha ... they playing mahjong in the room ... me waiting for food ahaha ... yea ... hungry ass... i gonna go genting and drink starbucks, and eat baskin robin icecream ... yea.. just hope dat i can enter the casino .. if not i realli need to stay at room alone ..fk .. don like this treat me ..if not i think i can go around and take photo :) alone again ..shit .. hH aa....

domo

Blogged @ 3:05 PM

1.5.11?

play mahjong just now ... haha ... lost a bit ... heex... today went to imm... eat ichiban , den go giant and shop ... when i came home ... some one prompt me in face book .. siwei ... omg .. if he tap me thre .. i think i wont recognise him lo .. haha .. i just only know he related to elizabeth tat all ... do we meet before .. i also forget le .. haha ... only rmb tat we haf msn before ... but is like soo long we didnt chat .. haha .. he still can recognise me .. omg ... but i happy ..haha ... yea ... haven 100%pack my bag ... tml den do it .. since we night then chu fa .. haha ... t,l gonna fully charge my itouch .. tat is the most important device ... i cant live without it ... oh ya .. gonan look for my 'dizzy'pill .. haha ... and bring plactic bag along :_) ...bleh .. to prevent ... is time to load some movie or show to hardisc .. wahaha .. nice :)

domo

Blogged @ 10:27 PM