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30.11.11?


ealry morning wake up and prepare to go meet wanying and head to stadium .... queuing for pen c ... uhoo .. haha .. yea .. under a tent ... nice one ... but around 1 plus it start to rain . and we gonna stand up cos the  floor wet wet .. damn god ..realli cui .... around 5.30 den let us go into the stadim so excited .... yea .. choose a place, closer to the center stage bt the prob is that we cant see the main stage lo .. but we still able to see the right side stage and the artist restin area .. whee swee .. haha .. den 6 started .... omg i don know who are them but i very high ... waving my blue light stick and SIMOND came out .. omg is dangdangdang ... i scream so loud ... i dang so loudly and the girl infront of me look dazed ... they seem like they nv heard this song before hhaha ... after tat arh i also forget who performaning .. so i can type what i rmb ... tat ahjushi lee is damnshuai okie .. i love his english .. damn good haha .:) saigo des... den arh ya.... i saw soongjongki . omg i cant believe i saw him .. omg .. so pretty haha .. den oh ya first award for suju is the singapore choice .. omg .. is SUPERJUNIOR ..i scream like wad haha .. omg .. thanks spor eelf .. oh ya .. beast performance plus hyuna omg ... i damn shock of hyuna and hyunsseung kiss performance ... i stunned .. and look at wanying she almost cry .. haha .. every one is shock  . haha .. around 7 plus .. i start to dizzy .. fking not feelin well i keep sweating and i try to calm myself down ... omg  and i told myself ii cant faint .. bcos my oppa haven performance i predict they will win something big .. i need to endure to the end .... so i start to nt so high d=for those awward giving .. but almost performance i scream all the way ... haha ... first time watching snsd live performance ..actuali looke at thier legs.. my god .. damn slim la .. haha .. den i look at thier face .. tat sooyoung realli doesnt look ver pretty i think that dancing queen look better .. hy .. but the smallest seoyoung ?? she realli look pretty as well as taeyeon , yoona jessica and tiffany ... to my yuri not realli very pretty comapare to them ... so ya .. i did some fan chantin okie .. after snsd ... is super junior . i heard the girls infront me saying tat enhyuk is on hat thinngy up in de air ... when the music stat .. omg is realli him men .. damn surprise ..damn close to us .. haha ..den after tat siwon came down from the second level omg .. i use my evo and turn it to 3D and took phto ..but bat flat after siwon part ... haha .. so i stop taking phtoo and enjoy the performance .. superman, mr simple and sorrysorry ..omg .. my first fan chanting of mr simple .. i scream all the way okie .. is damn high .... after tat kang sora on the stage .. and elf cheer for her .haha .. nice .. pretty yo:) ... after tat is 2ne1 .. they realli impressed ... i might start to like them ... thier stage performance realli good ... i wil stop my anti of tem ... haha ... and i can say enhyuk is dman high from the the start of the stage to the end .. he relali super high .. he dance and stand around .. haha .. and the daesang award .... i glad suju take the best album... oh ya .. in the middle ... suju tok best male grp too .. :) .. haha .. is an awesome night .. i love it ... can see many artist and of cos SUPERJUNIOR THE LAST MEN STANDING ..

domo

Blogged @ 8:36 PM


28.11.11?


exam ended .... last paper today .... im so happy right now .. no need to study every day le ... how awesome...and i bought MAMA ticket today too .. gonna go ealry morning .. 9/ 10 hmm actually consider qiute late le .. bobian wanying cant go off ealry .. i tired ... i gonna sleep soon ..tml will be a tiring day ... but wanying haven reply me whther which timing to meet .... gonna set alarm also .. so i can wake up and charge my phone .. phone is so important okie ... !! haha ..yea ..cant wait to see my ooppa tml .. gonna shout out all my stress ... oppaoppa .. haha .. :) ,,

domo

Blogged @ 10:10 PM


26.11.11?


当你见证了你喜欢的明星从跌倒到爬起,你见证了他平凡的一面和光耀的一面,当你看着他从幼稚变得成熟,从退缩到勇敢,你再也放不下对他的喜欢了 。

所以请不要说我们是只会追星的脑残，没有经历的人，又怎会明白。

爱追星的女生，背后总有一段抹不去的伤，来自于家庭，来至于朋友以及社会，或者感情。因为她们在现实生活中找不到一个精神的寄托，找不到属于自己的一片天地。

如果在你的身边有这样一个追星的女生，请不要伤害她，不要在她面前说她偶像的不好，如果你是她最好的朋友，就请尊重她心中的偶像，因为朋友和偶像都是她重要的人，她不想因为偶像而和她最好的朋友吵架。

或许他的外表很天真，很坚强，可是，她的内心却很脆弱，因为，这样的女生不愿将自己最真实的感情所表露出来，不愿意在自己明明很孤单，很寂寞、伤心的时候与别人分享他的悲伤。

所以，她们总是将笑容挂在脸上，总是将自己偶像的事情和身边的人一起分享，想让他们的朋友和她们一起分享心中的快乐。

可是，身边的朋友，往往一次又一次地让她们受伤，因为她们的朋友似乎对她们的偶像并不感兴趣，甚至有些反感。

但是，请你不要骂她的偶像，因为你这样做，会刺伤她们的心，在她们的世界里，是不允许任何人亵渎他们的偶像的。

他们会为了偶像而和你们发生争执。

试想，一个很爱很爱的人，被别人骂了，那么，你的感受又如何呢？

这样做，只会让她们变得更孤单，因为你们是他的朋友，既然也不理解她，结果只有一个，就是她会渐渐地疏远你们。

可以说，如果在你的身边也有这样一个朋友，那么，你就是幸运的。

因为，不管在别人眼里怎么看待她追星，或是说他是花痴等等更难听的话，她都不会介意，她也不会因为这样而放弃了自己的偶像，因为，她们对偶像的爱，是那么的坚定不移。

她会为了偶像，而努力地做好身边每一件事，因为她们是专一的性情的。

她们是执着的。

如果你认为她们追星没必要，那你就错了。你们认为她们买专辑或是写真，是浪费钱。但我宁愿少买零食，少买衣服，也要买他的专辑。因为那是唯一一个可以让你怀恋的珍品。

你会在20年后、30年后，看着这些你收藏的想着，原来我曾经这么爱他。那样，是多么美好，值得让人遐想。

我们不会为他做很疯狂地举动，如果你认为买专辑也疯狂，只能证明你不够了解这份‘爱’的意义。你无法体会其中的快乐。

如果你讨厌追星的女孩，你大可不必和她们交往，这样你只会伤害她，伤害她的偶像。

不要一直说，你的偶像又不认识你这一类型的话。这样你只会伤害她。她知道她的偶像不认识她，她知道她只是小小的一个，可是爱了，能怎么办，只能说我们太执着。你们又能理解多少？

骂我们是疯子，呵，习惯啦。我们不是疯子，我们只是比疯子还要爱，还要疯子。

我们不在乎别人怎样评价我们，我们只知道我们是偶像的后盾，偶像的一辈子。

朋友有难，她们会第一个伸手援助，就算世界上的人都背叛了你，她们也不会。因为，他们是一个真性情的女生，对偶像如此，对朋友也如此。

从现在起，请尊重，珍惜，爱戴你身边爱追星的女生吧！不要用你那看似无心的语言和动作，去刺伤她们的心。

credit by:写给那些追星的女孩，———郭敬明

domo

Blogged @ 12:00 AM


3.11.11?


today we send gong gong away to a far far place.... even though exam coming i still pressence  there for 5 days.... i cried , when we going to walk round the coffin and see gonggong . the last time... i seldom go and see the dead body in the coffin ... since my grandfather ? arhg i feel so sad right now even though he not very very close to me.. but whenever we sit beside the coffin .. i alway think of when i young i stay over at thier house... he alway buy kuaytwaio and bring us back soya milk .. which i didnt like to eat and drink ... ha ... and bring us to playground and play ... few weeks back we still went over his place and visit him ..eventhought he keep lying on his bed... and keep asking us drink milo ...
when we see the coffin entering the burner... we cried so hard, hold tighty to my gan ma, and see how the man , ah pa and ahzhou cry... heart realli pain to see ahzhou cry till like this , he cry so loud... hiash... bcos ahgong realli care of him, he take care of him since he is born, ahya lots of thing happen ... now he is gone, ahzhou realli gonan miss like mad.. 10+years ago my real ahgong pass away, 3 years ago my clemnti ganahgong pass away and this year gonggong also pass away, now i only left one waigong.... and i cant think of wad happen if my ahma .... i migh breakdown everyday.... whenever i think of this topic i sure feel like crying .. i really cant live without her.... i will die too ... monday i send ahboykorkor off and today went back to mandai to send gonggong away .. within a week i went there twice and send two relative away.... gonggon u will be missed for sure... as well as and my real gongong i realli will try my best to complete uni, but hiash .. now donknow why i still cant realli start wif my revsion ... this feeling is not good at all .. i realli need to be started ... i cant slack anymore ,, if not i sure buang my result .. and cant grad from uni .. and this will let down of many  people ... i will work hard de... gongong ...

domo

Blogged @ 11:45 PM